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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

New blog!!

From now onwards all chinese post will be posted in the new blog. This blog will only contain english content.

Some of my old chinese post will be imported to the new blog.

Link is as follow:
http://lefthandsideofthesky.blogspot.com

Feel free to leave your comment in both of my blogs!!

Thank you

Sunday, June 28, 2009

specially dedicated to you & only you

若生命等于坚苦,我愿意以哭诉,滋润她的痛楚

Friday, June 19, 2009

天姿国色

色即是空,空即是色,迷恋美色,失败在即 (in canto)

wu ti

月无常圆,事无常全,世事已倦,生无可恋

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Great

I have been sleeping for not more than 2 hours per day for the past 2 weeks...it is worse than insomnia, n its time wasting, lying on the bed waiting for the dawn...ti kcuf!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

LOL

When life starts to fuck u up, its time to give it a pay back

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Personality Quiz, i can say 99% accurate, btw u jz nid 30second to complete this quiz

Existing situation

"Needs extra attention and must feel he is very important to those around him. If he doesn't think he is being spoiled enough, he may shut himself off from others."

Stress source

"Would love a partner with which to share a happy and conflict free existence, but his need for individuality causes him to be over critical and demanding. This leads to problems and disagreements, bringing them close and then pushing them apart, so that his ideal situation can never be fully developed. Though he wants to satisfy his desires, he holds back a part of himself, never allowing himself to give him to those urges. He believes that by holding back he is showing himself as a superior person who is a cut above the rest. He is critical, particular, and a taste for the finer things; he is judgmental and feels it necessary to express his thoughts and opinions as if they are correct. He enjoys original yet subtle beauty and strives to make friends with only those whose tastes are as refined as his and who can help stimulate and increase his intellect. He desires others to admire him and view him as a highly respected individual."

Restrained Characteristic

"Feels he is getting less than he deserves for all his hard work; however, he makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."

His confidence is low but he is unable to admit that is the reason for his avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of his control and he is making the best of it.

Feels unhappy and isolated because he is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding he desires.

Applies tough standards to his potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in his sex life.

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Desired Objective

"He feels life in general is handing him to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with him. He is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."

Actual Problem

"Struggles with his need for respect and admiration from others; feels he needs to make a name for himself and stand out from the crowd. He acts out by insisting he be the center of attention, and refuses to step back, stand down, or take on a minor, insignificant role."

Actual Problem 2

"His personality is such that he analyzes and examines everything with harsh judgment, which is viewed as an attitude of harsh criticism and disapproval. Fails to take into consideration all the facts when making his judgments. "

http://www.colorquiz.com/

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i think i need anti depressant..or sleeping pills

Cursed

I do not know why, i should be quite relieved as 2 assignments has been submitted yesterday. however, i do not feel that happy, i felt depressed. even though i did not sleep for almost two days, last night i was having quite an insomnia. i slept at 11pm since my eyes were really burning already, but unfortunately i woke up at 12.30am...and i cannot fall asleep anymore. hoping to go online to spend some time, internet was down. at the same time, i think i am having some sort of paranoia as well. before i submit my assignments, i triple check my files to ensure that it is the correct one. then after i have submitted i will download it back to check again i repeated this process for 8 times last night. this is because i am having a bad feeling about my assingments. and sometimes, i felt like i have forgotten to pass it up at all. even till now, i am very tired, i just want a good sleep after a long yet tiring fight with assignments for th past few days. am i asking for too much?

my eyes are still burning...

Saturday, May 9, 2009

情尸

夜云拂过月亮的脸颊
染红了星光
照耀
影子被拖入草丛谋杀
不死
被丢入河中
还有气息
却被河水淹溺
最后
断气

隔天凌晨
性感主播
娇滴滴的红唇
温柔地咀嚼头条新闻的字眼
声线妩媚不了人性弱点
根据报告
警察捞到
尸体一条

爱情坚贞
还不是浮尸水面
膨胀
腐烂
从小肠钻出的是悲哀
还是无奈
没人认领
爱亦只能泊在停尸间
与寂默。。。
长眠

一具情尸
嘲笑爱情的幼稚