thinks too much

is tis my imagination? i felt lik i was given a fake hope...or m i thinkin too much? i dunno, i felt lik u r nt wif me, mayb i was traumatized by da past. things juz doesnt seem rite now...

My Dear

Ms H~whr r u now? Ms H my love n da 1 i miss...u noe i nid u vry much. i wanna gt u n make u my gal, izit too much to ask 4? when i sleep i dream of u, when bath i think of u, when i study, i miss u..evry single word i wrote n da paper reminds me of u, evry book tat i read, i cn see ur face..i melted when u look me in d eyes. my body, my soul n my heart all of them r belong to u..babe i love u, i love u so. sa rang he yo. wo ai ni. je t'aime. ich liebe dich. im seriously in love wif u.i cnt gt u outta my mind. i dun care, i will marry u on 15th of December 2008. tats a promise. pls wait 4 me...my love.





















Ms. H = High Distinction

stress

haha, lately im seriously stressed out...exam, assignment, sales target, personal conflicts n so on. tis is da 1st time i felt so wore off. i nvr felt lik tis b4...i even lost my apetite. lol. da feeling is nt rite, bt somehw its fun. i love pain~yoohooo (tryin to console myself). bt all of these r nt so torturing, da most toturing part is tat i cnt even sleep sometimes. juz abit to share, althou im those early slepin type, bt its reali frustratin when u r super tired n sleepy bt u juz cnt sleep!!! wakaka. sometimes i juz feel lik im a walkin corpse, or wat others call it, a zombie..lol. bt evrytime when she is around, i cn fell da surge of energy n motivation 2 keep me moving, she is juz lik my fuel, da most perfect remedy 4 my zombie-sickness. u raise me frm the dead, n help da fallen angel to b able to spread his wings again. babe, i cnt live without u~

speechless 2

petals slowly fall off from the lovely pink rose
tell you? or tell you not..

i have just recovered from my severe wound
after i have lost my previous wings

but now it has start bleeding.....again

my heart fell just like the petals did
it scatterd

you are like butterfly

i tried to hold you tight
but afraid that i will make you pain

i tried to let go
but afraid that you will never come back again

i thought that you felt the same
but may be it was just my imagination


i miss you like crazy
i still do

speechless

1st time we met, i nvr tot tat u were da 1, da missing part of my soul. slowly v knew more bout each other,n i were mesmerize by u. i cnt gt u outta my mind, anymore. ive worked hard to make u my gal. haha, bt fate was nt wif me. u hav chosen him. nvr, i understand...lol. mayb i wasnt sincere enuf, mayb i was too agressive, mayb i din noe u well, mayb im nt ur cup of tea, mayb, mayb, mayb......thousand tots came to my mind. ive lost. i once longed for gliding in da sky, achievin my big big dreams. bt now wat m i without u? i cn fly without wings, bt wats sky without u? tat time, i was crumbled. totally defeated. ive gave up my life. i went to drink, bt alcohol made me miss u more. i tried to sleep, bt i kept dreamin of u. i went to gamble, tryin to escape frm da cruel reality, i became a player, bt tis only made me realise tat u r better......till now, i stil love u, bt once again fate has left me lonely, n u hav rendered my life useless. mayb da time is nt rite, mayb u hav no feelin towards me, at all. haha. i dunno wat to say now...haha, hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahha, u wil nvr b mine, n i will nvr b fine. d 1st time u left me, ive lost my pride, da 2nd time u left me, ive lost my courage, d only courage left wif me. ever since u left me, iv no more courage to love. juz a word from u, i cn gave up anything ive now..

Differences between Eastern and Western culture

Blue --> Westerner
Red --> Asian

Opinion

(more after the fold)

Way of Life

Punctuality

Contacts

Anger

Queue when Waiting

Me

Sundays on the Road


Party


In the restaurant

Stomach Ache

Travelling


Handling of Problems

Three meals a day


Transportation

Elderly in day to day life


Shower timing

Moods and Weather


The Boss


What's Trendy

The child


Things that are new


Perception of each other

adopted from http://www.mountainrunner.us/2008/01/differences_between_eastern_an.html

字中画

轻风岁落残铃
忆爱杯空酒影
独情钟敲梦醒
杏花诗慧人醉
月泊夜眠洁翠
雨帘愁缠雾水
thrs a sentence hidden inside da poem, juz lik hw it was hidden in my heart...i've spoken it out, bt hu knows? hahaha

3rd Tag

1. Whats your ambition?
big entreprenuer

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
nvr die as a virgin

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope, im full of self doubt

4. How many babies you want?
depends on my wife needs

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
no

6. What is your goal for this year?
dean's list

7. Do you believe in eternity love??
yup

8. What do you say about your life now?
the best 1 is meant ot b lonely

9. What feeling do you love most?
proud

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
gd lookin in both inner n outer

11. Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
we r frenz 4ever

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definitely, frenz r my family

13. What does flying means to you?
freedom at the verge of fear

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
a big biz

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Amsterdam, Venice

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Jame sy u r da best sy...

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
read a gd book

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
some1 wif high status n high profile

19. What is your lucky number?
1 4 592 6 8

20. What is your favourite food?
choc

Tagged:
daniel lee
jun xian
eu ginn
yean tuck
val

strictly no tag bck.

不能说的秘密

翩翩起舞 指尖飞逝在黑白键间
妳凄美了下雨天
脚踏车没了妳 剩下的亦只有眷恋
回家的路程不再遥远
妳闭上了眼 108步 步向有我的眼帘
四手联弹 弹出属于我们的爱恋
妳总是在我晃惚时出现
不能说的秘密 我爱妳的诗篇
一首情歌 约定了老旧的唱片店
一手弹琴 一手把妳牵
为了妳爱的天鹅 我愿奏断琴弦
在屋顶 羞涩轻吻妳的腼腆
朝思慕想 妳消失了的15天
15个苹果 我的心如玻璃盒 清晰可见
误会令我们越来越远
拼命想挽回挽不回的从前
毕业典礼 奏出最后的一面
崩溃于涂改液的最后一点
我爱妳 简单一句妳却永远都听不见
支离破碎的琴谱 唤不回的从前从前
断了的弦 弹回回忆的画面
长厢斯守 埋葬在旧琴房那边

我不是叶湘伦 弹琴写曲我不识一点
情如琴 没有天份 只能盼望永远永远

飘移

流线型车身冲过沉睡的空气
超合金轮框 迴旋自转 混绕了我的情绪
轮胎与地面激烈摩檫 刮破宁静的夜晚
车灯如流星一瞬流逝 来不及看见 已走得很远
孤身驾驶 只有星光陪我寂寞
这山路我们曾一起走过
可现只有孤单在前座
我带着伤悲企图远走高飞
踏尽油门 还是离不开爱你的轨道
思念诡异的跟在我后面 紧追不舍
惯性甩尾 时速二百 却甩不开对妳的感觉
马力全开 但还离不开有你的季节
思绪在窗外零碎
倒后镜映出妳的轮郭 以然很美
妳的美给了谁 我再快都追不回
暴力飘移 前轮抓地我却抓不住妳
奋力飘移 飘散了睡意
高速飘移 离开了妳却离不开回忆