Happy?

happiness
smtg long lost
tried to LOL
bt tears cnt help fallin
hu ever seen me smile?
im nt sure
or did i?
emo
my most faithful fren
tat nvr leave me
nt even a second
its a choice of life
to b happy or sad
n i subconsiously chose da later 1
y?
i dunno
n tats 4 me 2 find out...