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When life starts to fuck u up, its time to give it a pay back

Personality Quiz, i can say 99% accurate, btw u jz nid 30second to complete this quiz

Existing situation

"Needs extra attention and must feel he is very important to those around him. If he doesn't think he is being spoiled enough, he may shut himself off from others."

Stress source

"Would love a partner with which to share a happy and conflict free existence, but his need for individuality causes him to be over critical and demanding. This leads to problems and disagreements, bringing them close and then pushing them apart, so that his ideal situation can never be fully developed. Though he wants to satisfy his desires, he holds back a part of himself, never allowing himself to give him to those urges. He believes that by holding back he is showing himself as a superior person who is a cut above the rest. He is critical, particular, and a taste for the finer things; he is judgmental and feels it necessary to express his thoughts and opinions as if they are correct. He enjoys original yet subtle beauty and strives to make friends with only those whose tastes are as refined as his and who can help stimulate and increase his intellect. He desires others to admire him and view him as a highly respected individual."

Restrained Characteristic

"Feels he is getting less than he deserves for all his hard work; however, he makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."

His confidence is low but he is unable to admit that is the reason for his avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of his control and he is making the best of it.

Feels unhappy and isolated because he is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding he desires.

Applies tough standards to his potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in his sex life.

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Desired Objective

"He feels life in general is handing him to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with him. He is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."

Actual Problem

"Struggles with his need for respect and admiration from others; feels he needs to make a name for himself and stand out from the crowd. He acts out by insisting he be the center of attention, and refuses to step back, stand down, or take on a minor, insignificant role."

Actual Problem 2

"His personality is such that he analyzes and examines everything with harsh judgment, which is viewed as an attitude of harsh criticism and disapproval. Fails to take into consideration all the facts when making his judgments. "

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i think i need anti depressant..or sleeping pills

Cursed

I do not know why, i should be quite relieved as 2 assignments has been submitted yesterday. however, i do not feel that happy, i felt depressed. even though i did not sleep for almost two days, last night i was having quite an insomnia. i slept at 11pm since my eyes were really burning already, but unfortunately i woke up at 12.30am...and i cannot fall asleep anymore. hoping to go online to spend some time, internet was down. at the same time, i think i am having some sort of paranoia as well. before i submit my assignments, i triple check my files to ensure that it is the correct one. then after i have submitted i will download it back to check again i repeated this process for 8 times last night. this is because i am having a bad feeling about my assingments. and sometimes, i felt like i have forgotten to pass it up at all. even till now, i am very tired, i just want a good sleep after a long yet tiring fight with assignments for th past few days. am i asking for too much?

my eyes are still burning...

情尸

夜云拂过月亮的脸颊
染红了星光
照耀
影子被拖入草丛谋杀
不死
被丢入河中
还有气息
却被河水淹溺
最后
断气

隔天凌晨
性感主播
娇滴滴的红唇
温柔地咀嚼头条新闻的字眼
声线妩媚不了人性弱点
根据报告
警察捞到
尸体一条

爱情坚贞
还不是浮尸水面
膨胀
腐烂
从小肠钻出的是悲哀
还是无奈
没人认领
爱亦只能泊在停尸间
与寂默。。。
长眠

一具情尸
嘲笑爱情的幼稚

自我抢毙

留下一纸遗憾
没收起所有回忆
食指扣起板机的巨响
来不及听见早已没有了滋觉
子弹比光更快速地飞翔
长了翅膀
子弹降落的地方绽放出如红玫瑰般的死亡
头脑空白
太阳穴失去以前的模样
没有愧意
谁说难过也一定要熬过才叫生活
不能选择出生
但有离开的自由
违抗神的圣旨
叛逆是我的姓氏
生亦哀
回归最初的艳丽
放弃并不是软弱
呼吸不代表坚强
自杀不一定是罪恶