Chinese tag by my dearest fren

幸福套餐：

第一：被点名者请在自己的部落格里写下答案。

第二：请传另外十位的人。=）

第三：传阅人‘请在于这十位当中的留言版’告知他（她）被点名了。

第四：这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’。

第五：被点名者‘请注明被谁点了’在哪接到‘在传给下十位’

第六：‘这些被点名者’你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’也会得到幸福。^^



幸福套餐 No。1 ♥

1. 你的绰号：foodoo， 腐竹，容祖儿


2. 年龄：十八岁三个月一天

3. 生日：一九九零年九月二十九日

4. 星座：天枰座

5. 兴趣：吹水，看书，沟女，上网...

6. 专长：失眠

幸福套餐 No。2 ♥

1. 你有没有喜欢的人：有，大把

2. 是否有交往：define交往

3. 现在幸福吗：不

4. 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事：炒股票

5. 如果有天，你爱的人跟你表白的话：so?

幸福套餐No。3 ♥

1. 点你的人是：文质彬彬的yi herng

2. 他（她）是你的：老友

3. 他（她）的个性：好像很好人，几乖下，勤力瓜。。。

4. 认识他（她）多久?：八年

5. 你觉得他（她）怎样?：几靓仔，可以沟到女

6. 你相对他（她）说什么：一定要拿到4 flat!!

幸福套餐No。4 ♥

1. 最爱的节目：逛街

2. 最爱的音乐：jazz, pop

3. 最爱的季节：秋，凄美悲哀的季节

4. 最爱的卡通：pokemon, digimon, naruto, tom and jerry, gundam, disney....

5. 最爱的人：自己，如果你自己也不爱自己，如何能爱她人？

6. 最爱的颜色：白色，纯洁哀伤

7. 最爱的国家：荷兰，软性毒品和嬻娼都合法

8. 最爱的天气：阴天，不晒又没雨，可以出街

幸福套餐 No。5 ♥

1. 如果上天给你三个愿望：长生不死不老，预知未来，瞬间转移

2. 你是很专一的人吗：是

3. 最深刻的记忆：望记了

4. 你是个很有信心的人吗?：不是

5. 你很爱微笑吗：不，为世所逼

6. 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗?：放弃了有更好的吗？

7. 妄想什么样的生活：无忧

8. 是否横刀夺爱才是爱：横刀夺爱不是爱，只是娱乐


调卷到此结束，‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’告知被点名了。

点名名单：yean tuck,windy,wai hong,james lee...sorie ran out of names d...hehe

Bio Clock

Its time to fine tune my bio clock...4 da past 2years ive been sleeping at inappropriate time n place, sometimes causing insomnia.lol.now from 2day onwards, i will sleep b4 12am...so anyone that see me online, pls shoot me off to bed. thx...love u all loadsssss

Sexual harrasment on da bus

when i was in da rapid kl bus...i met a 'funny' fella.1st time being sexual harrassed so directly.haha. interesting experience..n here goes our conversation, i cnt remember all, bt these r d sipnopsis:

him: hi, r u chinese?
me: yea (wtf, do i look lik im nt?)

him: hi, whr r u goin?
me: central, u?

him: central oso
me: ok

him: my name is sunny, whats ur name?
me: joee

...meaningless conversation continues until half an hour later....

him: do u hav a gf?
me: no

him: y?
me: cnt find any..

him: den hw u settle when u erect?(wif hand gesture...)
me: ...

him: hand?
me: yea (no other options 4 me to choose from)

him: hand nt syok 1..gf better, fuck a gal is better than masturbating(full of body language)
me: yea (swt.smtg is nt rite here...)

him: did u cut ur foreskin?
me: no

him: y?after u cut, its more fun when u hav sex
me: ok..

him: u guess hw long is my penis?
me: 7 inches

him: wow, hw u noe? seriously its correct, u r gd man
me: ok

reached central..

him: y we go to da toilet n show each others our penis?
me: sorie, im in a rush (walked away...)

When u r gone

Days without u
my soul has long gone
to a place whr u r thr
n i cn nvr reach
clock is tickin
time is crawlin
n im stil cryin
insomnia
its normal 4 me
losin appetite seems to b a new trend
even after u r gone
fragments of my heart r stil missin u...

Stopped

Stop cryin
cos i noe da world wont stop bcos of my tears
i juz cant gt u outta my mind
m i stil love u?
yes i do
i stil do..
bt setting u free is da bez thing i cn do now
at least bez 4 u
i guess
bt i will stil b waitin
waitin 4 u
i juz wanna share ur happiness n sadness
2 b by ur side when u nid someone 2
i will wait
until i die or someone tat cn do a better job than me appears
stil missin u lik crazy...

梅林独奏

挥袖入梅林
孤琴独奏长哀心

一抹琴韵
谱曲旋绕梅枝寻

连绵雪瓣飞凌绽
落花伴舞情忧忧

寒风抚脸
举杯饮尽红尘风雪
故遇难忘怀
断了弦
缘尽

愛不疚 -林峰


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠


這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也许 愛很深厚 而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Stil?

m stil cryin
problem nid 2 b solved
seekin 4 an solution
was it da bez 2 leave her?
ok
lets chill
time to think
nt in da mode of thinkin now
was i 2 extreme juz now?
calm~
tears cnt help droppin..
emotion stil fluctuatin
m i stil cnt let go?

Past

i nvr cease lovin u
even when u r wif him
seeing u two actin lik a love bird in front of me
its reali torturin
u tell me u hav crush on hu n hu n hu
bt i will nvr b in da list
haha
its sad
m i nt hot enuf 4 u?
m i nt gd enuf?
m i nt sincere enuf?
i proved to u evry single thing tat i cn
i wait
i care
i love u
n im stil cryin..

Breakin news !!!

haha
breakin news in da town!!
im cryin now..
haha
serious
i dunno y
haha
my knuckle is bleedin again
juz punch tat fuckin wall
haha
i dunno whether u lie to me anot
last time
u say u hav feelin towards me
den u ended up wif him
nvm
tis time u told me da same
bt i guess
u nvr mean it
i was nvr in ur heart
thx 4 entertainin me 4 so long
givin me false hopes to keep me alive
if love is meant to hurt n gt hurt
i choose to b da bad guy
thr wont b happy endin
tis is nt a fairy tale
n i will nvr choose 2 b da prince
cos i will b da villain
da 1st time when u left me
i told myself
even if u turn bck nxt time
i will nvr accept u again
bt den i failed to
i fall 4 u again
bt i cn gurantee tis wont happen again
nvr..
im more cold bloded than im
n now i declare
i will b a player
gals out thr
whether u r single anot
beware
if u dun wanna gt hurt
hahahahahahaha

black xmas

xmas
haha
i think i will b alone again
juz lik da past 18 valentine day
bt kinda used to it d
thrs ntg to b sad bout
since evryone is made lonely
or juz tat im d outcast?
god lik to play wif me
purposely framin me into such pathetic situation
bt i tell u
i will nvr lose
u nid more than tat to take me down
im beyond god
black xmas
sad?
no
i lik black

No more love in my game

gave up
i noe
i was nvr in ur heart
conclusion drawn
u will nvr b mine
n i will nvr b fine
destined to b lonely
wat ive sacrifice 4 u
its sweet n will stay in my memory
4ever
love u 4ver
tats stil a promise
bt niway
wish u luck in da future
i noe u will do better without me
haha
speechless
letting u go
is da most painful choice made in my life
bt i will nvr regret
once decided
thrs no turnin bck
nvr...

Experiment

conclusion drawn
hypothesis rejected
experiment failed
result proven
outcome:
i cnt live without u

Let go

time to learn lettin go
firm grasp
will juz b suffocatin
set her free n happy
she deserves a wider sky
perhaps

fly my gal
fly up high
no worry n b happy
i will always back u up
giv u my unlimited support
follow whr ur heart leads u
n when u r sick of flyin
i will always b thr
waitin 4 u
n 2 heal ur wounds

ps: i love u...4ever

Happy?

happiness
smtg long lost
tried to LOL
bt tears cnt help fallin
hu ever seen me smile?
im nt sure
or did i?
emo
my most faithful fren
tat nvr leave me
nt even a second
its a choice of life
to b happy or sad
n i subconsiously chose da later 1
y?
i dunno
n tats 4 me 2 find out...

confuse

m confuse
mind has been strangled
ive lost the sense of belonging
m confuse
love u or love u not
as petals drop
thrs stil no answer
ur respond is confusin
ive been patient
bt waitin kills
uncertainties
bring me no hope
to let go is 2 fear less n love more
hw true is tis?
i dunno
reali confuse
shud i wait
or juz let u go?
m confuse
speechless
im a kite
n u r da kid playin wif it
sometimes u pull me towards u
givin me hopes
n sometimes u juz dun care whr i go
m confuse
it hurts
m confuse
im lost

林俊杰- 木乃伊 (The Mummy)

Find it damn interesting..so try to do it. n its fun!!haha

instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.
.
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Hilary Duff- Fly
(Better than ok...i feel HIGH!!)

2. How would you describe yourself?
陶吉吉- 太美丽
(too beautiful? ermm..mayb it means im handsome la..lol)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
American boy
(ermm...im nt gay,ok?)

4. How do you feel today?
Barbie Girl
(im in a PARTY MOOD!!!)

5. What is your life's purpose?
周杰伦- 她的捷毛
(her eye brown..her eyes are mesmerizin, shes da purpose of my life)

6. What is your motto?
Alvin n the Chipmunks- Get You Going
(i motivate my frenz n 2gether we achieve more)

7. What do your friends think of you?
All 4 one- Good Bye
(ok, mayb im nt so welcomed..haha)

8. What do you think of your parents?
林俊杰- 编号89757
（they r as superior as bionic man n woman)

9. What do you think about very often?
Justin Timberlake- What goes around comes around
(do i believe in karma?!)

10. What is 2+2?
Let's Groove
(speechless.)

11. What do you think of your best friends?
蔡依林- 睁一只眼闭一只眼
(in short.'no eye see' haha)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
周杰伦-米兰的小铁匠
(blackmith from Milan? WOW!cuteee~)

13. What is your life?
Leehom- Yo!Birthday
(evryday will b my bufday!!so u peeps noe wat to do evryday rite?)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Linkin Park- What I've Done
(hey!!i will use birth control okay? i will nvr repeat my parents fault)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
周杰伦-屋顶
(i will think of bringing her to da rooftop, n watch stars 2gether)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
周杰伦- 星晴
(dance to da stars..soo romantic.haha, u see? Q15 n 16 cn b related)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Westlife- Home
(yeah, i wanna go home..sweetheart, dun lock da door at nite after ive died, ok?)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
林俊杰- 子弹列车
(takin bullet train..ermm, kinda interestin compare to Kereta Terlambat Malaysia)

19. What is your biggest fear?
The Moffats- I miss u like crazy
(missin someone cn b sweet n torturin at times..)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Tina Arena- S'Il M'Est Donné
(hahaha, unknown language, mayb means tat me myself dun even noe wat secret ive)

21. What do you think of your friends?
M2M- Pretty Boy
(means all guy frenz r abit sissy n all female frenz r tomboyish..wakaka)

22. What will you post this as?
林俊杰- 木乃伊
(The Mummy)

Tagged by Khan Khan

1. Name the people you tagged. (10)
- Jun Xian, Daniel Lee, Fatin, Su Wei, Joyce, Kok Hooi, James, Leon, Cecilia, Wai Kit

2. Describe yourself in one word.
- Genius

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
- the one i love

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
- Yup, but just once..from tat time onwards, i nvr let any chance slip pass without action

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
- Talk bout it, find out the reason n b frenz bck

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
- wrap her in my arm, whisper to her: i love u...n a brief kiss on her lip

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
- action speaks louder than words

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
- yes, n i noe wat love is now...n stil learnin

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
- yes, in fact evryone has smtg special awaits 4 discovery

10. Long distance love ?
- y nt?

11. Best place to cry.
- washroom n bedroom

12. Who do you love the most?
- WK

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
- her

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
- no, thrs no enemy

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- act u r da one i mentioned

16. The last person you had a beer with?
- Mel

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
- WK n frenz

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
- HR manager from Bausch & Lomb (M) Sdn Bhd

19. The last person you hugged?
- Jia Yi

20. The last person you yelled at?
- my younger brother

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
- nope

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
- last nite, stuck in da freakin traffic jam

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
- she will b happy ever after n nvr emo

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
- venice

25. What you hate the most?
- loneliness

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- her

27. Five facts About Me:
- arrogant, emo, not bad lookin, weak, freak

28. Five things that scare me:
- pain, death..will add on if i cn think of later

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
- us against the world, i dun wanna miss a thing

30. Five Things I treasure in my life
- her, my dream, my brain, my frenz, my family

SMS

I miss her
Wanna listen to her voice
Its mesmerizing
The sweet voice that I dream of everyday n night
Wanna talk to her
n share the moment I’ve been thru
over a harsh day
I’ve more than thousand words to say

Understand that u r busy
But if I don’t tell u 2day
I afraid I will probably 4gt everything tomorrow

Sorry
I can’t wait till u r free
Cos I’m tired
I wanna sleep
So I thought of a better way
to tell u indirectly
Through my blog

I’ve been risking my live 4 these few days
Jumping into some unknown car
Taking a train drove by Rempit
Riding a bike 4 the 1st time
without a helmet some more
even though I don’t even know how to ride a bicycle

Walking around the area under the blazing sun
like a mad dog
searching for a place to stay
ended up only with sweat n tears
still there is no place available for this pitiful soul
Even if I found a place
but no transport around
how to see you next time?
That is the only thing that holds me back from searching

Travelling across the world
Waiting for buses for hours
n finally got 1
but the driver don’t accept big notes
so was kicked out from the bus
n need to wait 4 another hour
Finally get myself up to a bus
but was caught in a terrifying jam

Cramping in a train
I can’t even move a single muscle
and I can even feel their breath

Taking a morning walk and a midnight walk everyday
It’s exhausting
After a long way home
the water supply was gone
and the heater was not functioning
bath under the merely dripping freezing cold water

A ‘great’ day indeed

I’m complaining but seeking a way to end my miserable as well. I know u will understand me. That’s it for 2day…more to come

Ps: I love u

heaven

i dun believe in God
bt i do pray
pray tat thrs a heaven
a place whr i cn rest my soul
thruout my whole life
ive been non stop searchin 4 1
bt when i turned bck
i saw u waitin 4 me
relieved
tats da bez part of my life
u
my heaven

Life?

thru out my journey of life
life whr i seek 4 an answer
answer to my misery
misery i felt

love success life death
death whr it ends
ends my misery
misery i left

punk goth emo
emo is nvr my fren
fren is always wif me
me nvr appreciate
appreciate 4 wat ive

life nvr ends
ends my presence
presence leave
leave my legacy?

sorie i dun plan to leave any legacy...

READ N LISTEN TO DA LYRICS!!

Holiday!!

long break, da most suitable season 4 procrastination to grow n home is da bez breedin place 4 laziness to propagate...long break+home= subconsciously choose to fail aka self destruct. in order 4 me to escape frm da outbreak of tis freaking annoyin contagious disease, ive drafted out a holiday plan 4 myself, hope tat it cn reali save my pathetic life from da evil claw of comfort.

month of dec: Malaysia Leadership Develorment Seminar, internship with TalentEDge

month of jan n feb: drivin license, cosmetic course, amway business growth, lookin forward 4 some AIESEC leadership opportunity, scholarship hunt, learn hair cut n styling, finish 30 books on pending on my muz read list...

hmm...nt so well-planned act, y nt u guys share wif me ur holiday plan as well? great idea rite? haha.

Jealous

i always tot tat im damn confident all da time...bt lately i found out tat i cn b vry fragile n weak at times. da moment when i feel insecure of my own capability, i started to jealous of those hu cn do better than me. loser attitude, bt sorry it will b gone after i finish writin tis post. jealousy kills n it hurts nt only u, bt da ppl around u as well. im nt a kind person bt at least i wont allow myself to hurt my love one, so its time to change...

"The Guy in the Glass” by Dale Wimbrow.

tis is 1 of my favourite poem n i would like to share it wif u all...hope u like it :p

When you get what you want in your struggle for pelf,
And the world makes you King for a day,
Then go to the mirror and look at yourself,
And see what that guy has to say.

For it isn’t your Father, or Mother, or Wife,
Who judgment upon you must pass.
The feller whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the guy staring back from the glass.

He’s the feller to please, never mind all the rest,
For he’s with you clear up to the end,
And you’ve passed your most dangerous, difficult test
If the guy in the glass is your friend.

You may be like Jack Horner and “chisel” a plum,
And think you’re a wonderful guy,
But the man in the glass says you’re only a bum
If you can’t look him straight in the eye.

You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,
And get pats on the back as you pass,
But your final reward will be heartaches and tears
If you’ve cheated the guy in the glass.

Specially dedicated to all my frenz from TBF

time flies...tbf has ended. orientation was lik ytd story. n most impotantly, i felt tat its nt enuf. my clas, evryone of us was juz warmin up, by da time we r close to each others, it has ended...

time flies like an arrow
piercing through the realm of happiness

like a drowing man trying to grab on straws floating on the sea
i tried to grasp every single day that has silently creeped pass

unfortunately
the hour glass has broken
in a glimpse
there is nothing much left in the transparent glass bulb
with my bare hand
i tried hard to cover the crack
hoping that time will stop leaking or at least slower pace
but the sand was escaping from my cold grasp
leaving nothing but sweet memories
and the cherished moment together

Chasing gal

hmm...as u all noe, i was deeply in love wif a gal since long time ago, n im currently goin after her..again (use da word 'again' cos last time i was rejected, lol). stil remember when i was rejected last time, i punch da sand bag till my hand bleed..hehe, dumb rite? da scar is still wif me now.. i dunno tis time i wil sucess anot bt ppl wish me luck. wakaka. i start doin some 'stupid' stuff lately juz to please her (last time i used to scold my frenz 4 doin these kinda thing). 4 da past few weeks, i woke up damn early in da mornin juz to wait in front of her hse n walk her to skul...gosh!! i sound lik a stalker. haha. n evrynite, if i cn sleep, i will dream of her, confirm..its lik a daily routine 4 me d. haha. n i even think of her durin exam time. durin da listenin exam, suddenly i miss her, den i went daydreamin..n miss part of da listenin speech, hehe. n durin my finals, sometimes my soul will went to her side, end up stunnin in d exam hall 4 30minutes. missin her is da sweetest moment in my life ( quote tina). haha. bt juz smtg 2 share wif u all, especialy guys, when u r goin after a gal, dun always think of getting her as ur gf, love is alot more than tat. when u 'chase' after gal, da main aim is nt to own her, bt 2 show her hw much u care. u shud think of hw to add value to her life n make her happy instead of making urself happy.lol. make no regret even if u cnt gt her, seriously, when u confess to a gal, it shud b smtg happy, it shud b a cherish moment 2gether. da gal will appreaciate tat even if she dun lik u, if n only if u r doin it rite. many gals find tat guys hu r goin after them are annoyin cos da guys r juz tryin to gt her. instead of addin value to her life, thy deduct it. guys, make da gal tat u r goin after feel tat thy r treasured. gf or nt, tats later n nt important anymore cos love is smtg u cnt force, n love doesnt mean getting someone by ur side bt to see them livin happily.












n i wanna grab this opportunity to say....i love u

Loneliness kills?

as ive mention in da earlier post, no 1 will walk da same path as u, at most thy will juz cross path wif u...n tats y human being are meant to be alone. loneliness shall b taken as granted. so ppl, if u r readin my blog n u r feelin lonely, pls b better now as its human nature to feel lonely. its nt a sin nor a defect. thrs ntg wrong 4 being lonely. trust me.lol. u wil gt used to it...soon. it is part of da natural cycle of life 2 b lonely. thrs a story sayin tat human's soul is cut into half n inserted into 2 bodies, n its our mission to look 4 d other part...bt hu noes mayb ur soul has already complete? if u r readin my blog n u r havin a soulmate rite now, i will b vry glad to hear tat. havin a soulmate is a bless, a bonus given. u shudnt take him or her as granted. value him or her as both of u were created 4 each other. pls after u hav read my blog n realise hw lucky u r, take out ur phone n call him or her, n say "i love u, i reali love u, its gd to hav u wif me, sorie if i hav ever done anything wrong to u...." 4 those hu is stil searchin, u cn hav my luck, im more than glad to share them wif u..if u hav gave up, den dun think of these thing anymore, concentrate on others things tat u wan in life as loneliness is natural, n it wont kills...

The Game

Live life as a game!! evry single human being on earth will hav their own path, or in my language their own game. i play my game accordin my own set of rules as im nt born to please anyone, nt my parents nor my frenz nor anyone else. life is short, its not tat far away from game over, so y care bout others? u shud live ur own life, follow ur own rules. no one will walk da same path as u, at most ppl will juz cross path wif u. if u wanna gt into my game, follow my rules!! wakaka..remember this name...Foo Jo Ee, as u will nid to worship him as God since im da world!!! welcome to my game...time to play!!

refwetg

finish exam...bt y m i more stress than b4 exam? i dunno wats happenin to me..i feel lik dyin. according to a research, da tot of commitin suicide act came frm da inner dna. thrs a segment in our chromosomes tat decide whether da particular individual will kill himself anot. do i hav this segment of chromosome? tats 4 me to find out....hahahahahhaahahahahahaahahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahaha
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削发

染醉了的岁月
惹得一身无谓
是否能看破红尘？

烦丝三千
落地无声
是否能洗涤瞳灵？

南无
无亲无物无误无私
缠悟
悟天悟地悟人悟己

善哉 哀哉


法号 脱世无尘。

underneath

time to reveal da mystery....i told u all bout da hidden sentence in one of my post...read it tis way: 2x2 3x3 4x4 5x5. sorie 4 those hu dun noe chinese...

life study family frenz n love

hw to determine wats important in ur life? Ez..evry mornin wake up n ask urself in da mirror, will u do wat u r goin 2 do afterwards if 2day is ur last day of life. if da answer is no, means tat thing definitely means ntg to ur life. n 1 thing 4 sure, no one will study if 2day is their last day. wakaka..tis show tat actually study means ntg 2 our life, nt a need nor a want, so y r v studyin? 4 our future? bt hw sure r u tat u cn see tmr's sunrise? hw u noe u wont hav an accident 2day? tis is human's nature, take things as granted, always think tat thrs a tmr...lol.our identity cards show us our birthday bt it will nvr show our deathday. so ppl wake up!! live as tis is ur last day, dun leave any regret behind...if 2day is my last day, i will...

spend more time wif my family
spend more time wif my frenz

n during da last min of my life..

i will hug her frm behind
hold her tight in my arms
whisper near her ear
say i love you
close my eyes
n let da silent minute claim me as its subject....

情话连篇

情诗情画情自悯
情歌情瑶情难尽
情书情谱情末临　

无处

风昭雪
水慕月
冷风无去　影落绝
寒宵无从　幻磨灭
秋水涟漪　心淌血

INTERESTING 2

this is da video showin part of da speech i mentioned in da last post..

INTERESTING!!

Hey!!ppl, check out these 2 speeches. super meaninful n realistic. thy were both frm 2 vry famous ppl: Guy Kawasaki and Steve Jobs. if u dunno them, means u r nt readin newspaper or magazines. dun believe me? go read d articles urself..or google da name of these 2 men!!!

http://stuff.mit.edu/people/amlau/clarity/kawasaki.htm

http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-chat/1422863/posts

Surpressed Anger

from 2day onwards, im nt gonna teach anyone 4 any subject anymore b4 exam. most of da time when i teach them, thy worship me lik god, bt once i made some minor mistakes, thy will b sarcastic lik hell. frm tis sec onwards, if u approach me to ask anything regardin exam, i will juz ask u all to fuck off!! i din reali study much 4 tis sem, cos 4 me study is nt so important anymore, bt lately ive a thirst to win again. da flame is burnin. i wont lose to anyone, dun try to look down on me, u will regret. 4 those hus result is worse than mine, pls...keep ur fuckin mouth shut!! b4 u wan someone to respect u, pls pay respect to someone...i nid no assistant, when it come to study i cn reali b a study freak....n now da time 4 study mania has come. u ppl juz wait and see, hu is da best. u all better study harder n b better than me. if nt i will juz look down on u...sorie, i wont.i will tease u, n ripe off evry single bit of self esteem in u...

Carryin out my promise

saya dah promise frenz saya nak blog 1 BM punya post. tapi, lu tau bm saya pun tak baik sgt. oleh itu, saya pun tak tau apa yg saya sedang cakap ni...lol. omg, post ni byk-nya bahasa rojak. aduii...saya pun tak tau bagaimana pemeriksa spm itu pass bm saya. haiz. mugkin pemeriksa tu ada masalah mata atau otak. haha. skrg saya sedang cari guru yg baik utk ajar saya bm, jika anda tau mana ada pusat tuisyen yg bagus, sila beritahu saya. oh yea!! saya mau guru perempuan saja, dari umur 18 hingga 21. nak hot punya, tak mau itu horriblen punya. wakaka..

Pendrive at M floor

Hey ppl congratz me!!!! finally......i lost my pendrive. lol. ive lost it 4 more than 24hrs n till ytd (14th November 2008 6.30 p.m.) ni i realised that ive act lost my precious little pendrive. haha, n tell u wat, ive just finish my accountin presentation slides n i saved evrything inside it. lucky rite? n now i nid to do it again!!! wish me luck ppl, tis time i nid it..

thinks too much

is tis my imagination? i felt lik i was given a fake hope...or m i thinkin too much? i dunno, i felt lik u r nt wif me, mayb i was traumatized by da past. things juz doesnt seem rite now...

My Dear

Ms H~whr r u now? Ms H my love n da 1 i miss...u noe i nid u vry much. i wanna gt u n make u my gal, izit too much to ask 4? when i sleep i dream of u, when bath i think of u, when i study, i miss u..evry single word i wrote n da paper reminds me of u, evry book tat i read, i cn see ur face..i melted when u look me in d eyes. my body, my soul n my heart all of them r belong to u..babe i love u, i love u so. sa rang he yo. wo ai ni. je t'aime. ich liebe dich. im seriously in love wif u.i cnt gt u outta my mind. i dun care, i will marry u on 15th of December 2008. tats a promise. pls wait 4 me...my love.





















Ms. H = High Distinction

stress

haha, lately im seriously stressed out...exam, assignment, sales target, personal conflicts n so on. tis is da 1st time i felt so wore off. i nvr felt lik tis b4...i even lost my apetite. lol. da feeling is nt rite, bt somehw its fun. i love pain~yoohooo (tryin to console myself). bt all of these r nt so torturing, da most toturing part is tat i cnt even sleep sometimes. juz abit to share, althou im those early slepin type, bt its reali frustratin when u r super tired n sleepy bt u juz cnt sleep!!! wakaka. sometimes i juz feel lik im a walkin corpse, or wat others call it, a zombie..lol. bt evrytime when she is around, i cn fell da surge of energy n motivation 2 keep me moving, she is juz lik my fuel, da most perfect remedy 4 my zombie-sickness. u raise me frm the dead, n help da fallen angel to b able to spread his wings again. babe, i cnt live without u~

speechless 2

petals slowly fall off from the lovely pink rose
tell you? or tell you not..

i have just recovered from my severe wound
after i have lost my previous wings

but now it has start bleeding.....again

my heart fell just like the petals did
it scatterd

you are like butterfly

i tried to hold you tight
but afraid that i will make you pain

i tried to let go
but afraid that you will never come back again

i thought that you felt the same
but may be it was just my imagination


i miss you like crazy
i still do

speechless

1st time we met, i nvr tot tat u were da 1, da missing part of my soul. slowly v knew more bout each other,n i were mesmerize by u. i cnt gt u outta my mind, anymore. ive worked hard to make u my gal. haha, bt fate was nt wif me. u hav chosen him. nvr, i understand...lol. mayb i wasnt sincere enuf, mayb i was too agressive, mayb i din noe u well, mayb im nt ur cup of tea, mayb, mayb, mayb......thousand tots came to my mind. ive lost. i once longed for gliding in da sky, achievin my big big dreams. bt now wat m i without u? i cn fly without wings, bt wats sky without u? tat time, i was crumbled. totally defeated. ive gave up my life. i went to drink, bt alcohol made me miss u more. i tried to sleep, bt i kept dreamin of u. i went to gamble, tryin to escape frm da cruel reality, i became a player, bt tis only made me realise tat u r better......till now, i stil love u, bt once again fate has left me lonely, n u hav rendered my life useless. mayb da time is nt rite, mayb u hav no feelin towards me, at all. haha. i dunno wat to say now...haha, hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahha, u wil nvr b mine, n i will nvr b fine. d 1st time u left me, ive lost my pride, da 2nd time u left me, ive lost my courage, d only courage left wif me. ever since u left me, iv no more courage to love. juz a word from u, i cn gave up anything ive now..

Differences between Eastern and Western culture

Blue --> Westerner
Red --> Asian

Opinion

(more after the fold)

Way of Life

Punctuality

Contacts

Anger

Queue when Waiting

Me

Sundays on the Road


Party


In the restaurant

Stomach Ache

Travelling


Handling of Problems

Three meals a day


Transportation

Elderly in day to day life


Shower timing

Moods and Weather


The Boss


What's Trendy

The child


Things that are new


Perception of each other

adopted from http://www.mountainrunner.us/2008/01/differences_between_eastern_an.html

字中画

轻风岁落残铃
忆爱杯空酒影
独情钟敲梦醒
杏花诗慧人醉
月泊夜眠洁翠
雨帘愁缠雾水
thrs a sentence hidden inside da poem, juz lik hw it was hidden in my heart...i've spoken it out, bt hu knows? hahaha

3rd Tag

1. Whats your ambition?
big entreprenuer

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
nvr die as a virgin

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope, im full of self doubt

4. How many babies you want?
depends on my wife needs

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
no

6. What is your goal for this year?
dean's list

7. Do you believe in eternity love??
yup

8. What do you say about your life now?
the best 1 is meant ot b lonely

9. What feeling do you love most?
proud

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
gd lookin in both inner n outer

11. Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
we r frenz 4ever

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definitely, frenz r my family

13. What does flying means to you?
freedom at the verge of fear

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
a big biz

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Amsterdam, Venice

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Jame sy u r da best sy...

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
read a gd book

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
some1 wif high status n high profile

19. What is your lucky number?
1 4 592 6 8

20. What is your favourite food?
choc

Tagged:
daniel lee
jun xian
eu ginn
yean tuck
val

strictly no tag bck.

不能说的秘密

翩翩起舞 指尖飞逝在黑白键间
妳凄美了下雨天
脚踏车没了妳 剩下的亦只有眷恋
回家的路程不再遥远
妳闭上了眼 108步 步向有我的眼帘
四手联弹 弹出属于我们的爱恋
妳总是在我晃惚时出现
不能说的秘密 我爱妳的诗篇
一首情歌 约定了老旧的唱片店
一手弹琴 一手把妳牵
为了妳爱的天鹅 我愿奏断琴弦
在屋顶 羞涩轻吻妳的腼腆
朝思慕想 妳消失了的15天
15个苹果 我的心如玻璃盒 清晰可见
误会令我们越来越远
拼命想挽回挽不回的从前
毕业典礼 奏出最后的一面
崩溃于涂改液的最后一点
我爱妳 简单一句妳却永远都听不见
支离破碎的琴谱 唤不回的从前从前
断了的弦 弹回回忆的画面
长厢斯守 埋葬在旧琴房那边

我不是叶湘伦 弹琴写曲我不识一点
情如琴 没有天份 只能盼望永远永远

飘移

流线型车身冲过沉睡的空气
超合金轮框 迴旋自转 混绕了我的情绪
轮胎与地面激烈摩檫 刮破宁静的夜晚
车灯如流星一瞬流逝 来不及看见 已走得很远
孤身驾驶 只有星光陪我寂寞
这山路我们曾一起走过
可现只有孤单在前座
我带着伤悲企图远走高飞
踏尽油门 还是离不开爱你的轨道
思念诡异的跟在我后面 紧追不舍
惯性甩尾 时速二百 却甩不开对妳的感觉
马力全开 但还离不开有你的季节
思绪在窗外零碎
倒后镜映出妳的轮郭 以然很美
妳的美给了谁 我再快都追不回
暴力飘移 前轮抓地我却抓不住妳
奋力飘移 飘散了睡意
高速飘移 离开了妳却离不开回忆

Mission of Life

evryone is born to fuck. tis is da cycle of life. wats da mission of human being. wat cn human being do to contribute to the earth? human r juz a part of da ecosystem. v r here juz to maintain da balance of da ecosystem. v r here to reproduce n ensure da continuity of homo sapien sp. in short v r born to fuck. no1 shud die as virgin n no1 cn die as a virgin, nt bcos tat da world will fuck them up eventually bt bcos some1 will gt them fuck up. C'MON BABE!! LET'S FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD!!!

Antibiotic Theory

According to Daniel Lee,

" What dun kill u makes u stronger"

juz lik virus, when it is exposed to too much of antibiotic, slowly it will gain immunity towards it. tis applies to our life as well....

" What dun kill u makes u stronger"

Quote of da month.

*applause

戏剧之王

白鬓两撇 细如愁
胭脂一抹 泪痕没人见
铜镜半面 憔悴了容颜
红丝段节 系起无谓
大花脸普 蕴藏戏子的悲哀
对人欢笑 掩饰背人泪

笃笃笃呛 戏班宴席满
上演三国 重提战场的凄美
尔虞我诈 仍是俗事之主题
上演梁祝 一笔重歇双碟怨
生生死死 谁人怜
上演默剧 我说的你明白吗？
支体语言 其实是哑巴的喧言

喜剧亦哀 只因演技还不到家
笑无声 搁在咀边遗忘了笑颜
沉默悲哀 是悲剧的开场
哭无泪 储于眼眸是离世之殇

炉火纯青 演技惊四座
掌声响起 给戏子至敬
三两二钱 打赏花脸后的戏剧之王

无可奈何 花谢了落下
几句对白 属于路人甲的地方
配角客串 谁人知晓

戏终人散 黑色的布幕徐徐下降
人皮面具 各演不同的故事
大戏粤剧 看老了谁？

Voice 3

mayb i shud b mute n deaf...its nt a bad idea perhaps.dun nid 2 speak dun nid to listen. live in my own world. escape from da grasp of da cruel reality. i din speak 4 almost 16 hrs adi...it seems fine 2 me. mayb tats da real me. speak only when necessary..mute n deaf, da new me. disabled is nt as bad as i think it will b. i din even reply my msn last nite.hehe. da feelin of giving up da whole world is great. no1 is in my life anymore. no 1 cn interfere me anymore. haahahahahahaahahaahahahahaahhaahahahahahahaha. LOL. i nid nt 2 care bout any1 anymore. since i was small, ive been taking care of da feelin of too many ppl, bt no1 act care bout me. family..no1 understand me. frenz, no1 care bout me...haha, bt stil i sacrifice 4 them. im willin to giv up all ive 4 them. bt stil no1 und. when i create win win situation whr evryone benefit, thy said tat im selfish. da reali selfish 1 is act them. WTF!!! i treat evry single 1 sincerely, wif all of my heart, bt no1 value it. no1 even trust me. cnt take it anymore. now ive had enuf, i cnt take it anymore. anger n depression is da best punishment. if it is my fault, its time 4 me to punish myself now...sorie my frenz, we r frenz no more...

Voice 2

try nt to b kind nxt time...tis mornin i juz try to b kind n inform my clas tat bst from 12 to 1 is canceled, its juz a friendly reminder bt wat i gt is a whole bunch of bad responses. i din expect thy thank me 4 tat bt at least nt wat i gt. i think i seriously shudnt talk anymore, since wat i say normally will upset some1...juz remain silent.shhhhhhhh

Voice

reali confuse nowadays....frankly speaking im nt those reali out-goin type of ppl. since i was a kid, im damn shy n passive, thse kind tat hide in a corner n do homewrok quietly.dun even dare to look at others. even when i went to buy things, da fella din gimme bck da change oso i wont sound. last time, when gals speak to me i dun dare to reply or smtimes i will juz walk away. n i was con by some of my frenz quite often. thy con my money. haha. i noe, bt i choose to believe. haha. bt since nt long ago, i started to realise tat i cnt b lik tis anymore, so i tried to change. i started to speak more. started to socialize. n try to make more frenz. i reali value all of my frenz alot. i dun mind if thy backstab me or gossip bout me or even lie to me. its ok. as long as u stay wif me den shud b fine adi..bt as time pass, i find tat nt much ppl reali lik me. or my existence equals to annoy. when i speak, ppl will think tat im bugging them. when i dun speak, thy say tat im cocky. when i sit wif them, thy think tat im disturbing, when i sit alone, thy say tat im loner. WTF!!! wat shud i do? wat cn i do? mayb i shud juz lock myself in da room. these few days ive lose my voice. haha. mayb tats a gd news to some ppl. hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahaha. mayb i shud bck to d old me. shudnt sound anymore...bt only dead wont speak...shall i?

落花愿随流水，流水不恋落花

行书楷写如流 笔锋却与情字搁浅
情为何解 着墨处难觅
仕女图 勾显妳的娇颜
无奈 临暮终差一笔

杏花雨 记念单思的季节
情诗一篇 得妳回眸婉绝
倩影挥袖轻如梦 蝴蝶杯影灭
妳的美给了谁 化作一缕烟 飘散 凄美了白雪

窗之外 冷冷清清凄凄惨惨戚戚
思之情 日日夜夜暮暮朝朝夕夕

筝弦断 但仍能奏出爱妳的诗篇
情意浓 但却换不到爱妳的一遍
玉笛唤出是情愁 横笛呼出是哀怨

风雪举杯难入喉 思念比谁瘦？

此生独缺妳的美 带着懊殇入櫃

天之骄子

细如愁般的缠绵丝雨， 从黑暗中降落，乌云在天空徘徊，万里苍穹毫无放晴之意。风，无情的刮过我没血色的脸颊，灵魂彷佛被吹散，留下空心的躯壳，连影子也离我而去。。。剩下的都没有意义

缘份巧妙的安排下，在无人的街道遇到了天使，她浑身是血，断了翅膀，白色的羽毛散落满全地，独自躺在街边，湿漉漉的週身令她看下去倍感狼狈。她露出异常痛苦的模样，发出忧怨的呻呤，楚楚可怜的眼神仿佛在心中呐喊着救命。每一滴打在她雪白肌肤 的雨亦完全没有怜香惜玉之意。

看见她就联想起自己，自命非凡的天之骄子，总得上天的倦恋，无往不利，一帆风顺。哈哈。之所以能称天子只因从未败过，但天之骄子遇败亦只能落得一败涂地，就像折翼的天使也只有堕落的下场。我真的能一笑而过吗？ 我是传说中的天子吗？无言

把手中的雨伞给了她。缘份也只限于擦肩而过。堕天使，未来的写照？那明天就又我来改造吧

天子只因天上有，落凡亦只凡子呼

让雨水洗涤我的重生

Meaning behind your dick

在人生路上， 若不幸地与错折偶然相遇，
别伤心， 陶出你的小弟弟，
细心地凝视着它
静思它所包含着的精神
能屈能伸
能长能短
能近能出
能粗能细
跟它好好学习
眼前的困难，又算什么？

耳机与我的墨镜

架上浅蓝色的墨镜，带上Sony Ericsson的耳机，
仿佛与世界隔绝
世事 视而不见 听而不闻
独自与结奏亲热 与旋侓缠绵 与歌词共舞
自我陶醉时 思绪反而更加清晰
静静聆听 心的声音
碰触那个破烂不堪的
感受它的跳动
是温馨 是温热？
原来一路走来 最亲近的人还是只有自己
脱着淌着血的身躯 舔舔伤口 怜悯自爱
涌挤的人潮衬托出我的孤单
世界 与我冷冷的背 影
相映而趣

PLS WATCH TIS UNTIL D END

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Alone on a lonely path

人生之道，
不过是一曲美丽的邂逅， 一首真诚的相对，一篇无私的分享，一幕伤悲的离别
最终亦只能于黄泉道
续弦缘 。

生存之道，
不过是一个无形的谎言，一起无声的偷窃，一包无色的砒霜， 一桩无情的凶杀
最终亦只能于黄泉道
续孽缘

若俾鄙是世道，我择取我自己的皇道，叛逆世界的轨道，真心待人，却没人知道。无奈，只能孤身走寂寞之道。无言，只能冷冷笑到。

Tagged

Sounds weird, bt ive done da 2nd tag n now ni da 1st 1...lol

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
______________________________________________________________________

1. I super like to eat sweet stuff, especially chocolate

2. I eat a lot, althou i seem to b quite 'slim'

3. I 'mood-swing' quite often

4. I like to SOL..sing out loud!! at home

5. Hunt 4 hot chicks all da time..ngek ngek ngek

6. Always wash my hands b4 dining

7. Like to show off if I've da chance to do so

8. Multi-personlalities

9. Philosophical?

10. I like to build things

11. Im sincere to evryone, bt no one seems to understand me...n no1 act blieve in wat i said

12. I din tell lie since a long time ago, bt still no1 trust me

13. No1 liks me..evry tot tat im annoyin, bt act i juz wanna talk to them n make da situation more happenin...n when i dun talk ppl say im cool, arrogant..such irony.haahaahahhaha

14. I've a sensitive nose

15. I dun lik to follow da norms

16. I take order from no1!!

Haha, 1 more extra for u all. bonus!!

tag:
Yi herng, yean tuck, windy, leon, michelle lee, joyce, elsa, wai kit, n i dun noe hu else to tagged. juz post if u feel lik writing smtg bout urself!

Tagged by Hojun and Wai Khan

There goes my 2nd tag ~~~

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
ex-school mates

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
hojun: mature and reliable fren. some1 tat cn depends on when u r in trouble (especially financial problem), trustworthly, and loyal fren....OMG, sounds like a dog.lol

Khan khan: cute, smart, nerdy, adorable........genious

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
hojun: listen to wat i crap evrything
khan khan: 4 tagging me

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
hojun: f*** u!! i (i ask him wat to type n he reply tis..)
khan khan: u make me confuse

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
i will stay loyal to them n love them lik i will nvr do it again

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
castrate them n force them to eat their own testicle..ngek ngek ngek

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
look...mayb they need some plastic surgery.lol

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
they dun love me anymore

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
we need more love in tis world...so we shud make some...

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
sexy~

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
shy shy, dun dare 2 express myself....blush easily

12. The character of you for yourself is?
honest

13. What do you hate about yourself?
too frank to others

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
wat i m now..

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them.
i love u all, keep in touch, i mean tat touch, ermm..touch la, u noe rite? touch
Ten people to tag :

1. Joyce
2. Fatt Chi
3. Su Wei
4. Ga Weng
5. Farahin
6. Daniel Lee
7. Windy
8. Valerie
9. Elsa
10. Ooi Siang

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
a gal from INTI

No.3 a male or a female?
female, a hot 1~juz jk

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
erm..dunno, bt wont b happening...

How about no.5 and 8?
unless they r lesbian.lol

What is no.1 studying about?
INTI

Is no.4 single?
Nope, if u wanna noe hu is his gf now, pls kindly appproach me 4 more info

Say something about no.6.
MILF lover...tats all i cn say, keep him a distance from ur mum...

Letter to some annoying lecturers

Dear lecturers,

We pay so much for you to lecture us, not for us to listen to wat u say, so dun blame us if we aren listenin in da lectures..


Anonymous

狼 Wolf

I've receive quite a number of compaints from friends tat dunno chinese bout my chinese post, cos they cnt understand it. so 2day i juz try to translate tis into english..usage of words might be differ

孤狼对月泣鬼嚎
The lone wolf cried at the moon

月皎洁听谁憔悴放眼心碎
the crystal clear lunar was carefully listening n silently watchin a broken heart

明月的完美弧线
wats hidin behind the perfect curve of the moon

是悲呤还是怒哮
was it the miserable groan or the furious roar?

音传千里以外 闻者哀也怜之
da voice could b heard over a thousand miles, saddenin all its listeners

一夜未眠的月亦不认苛责
even the moon felt sorry

狼泣
cry of the wolf

刮破了夜之死寂
teared off da dead silence of the night

月染上了悲
the moon was painted with grief

诡异的月光与夜幕缠绵 凋零
n da creepy moonlight embraced the nightfall, 2gether, they withered

细如愁般的幽冥于空间飞散
da thin apparition scattered within the cold air

无边懊殇在空气中禰慢
n dispersed in sorrow

一狼朝月长啸
da lone wolf howled at the moon

千狼倾巢跃涌
summonin thousands of its own kin
独领万兽
leadin all of them

逐鹿猎胜
hunting 4 victory

孤狼领风骚。
n thereby it prevailed

Some "Get-to-know-yourself-better" quizes

http://www.quizbox.com/....hw true it is? i dunno, do it 4 fun.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

MONEY!!!

I wanna b rich!!! hw 2 define rich? when i buy smtg, i dun need to look at da price n dun need to cmpare da price of da good among a few stores; when go to restaurant, look at da left side of the menu instead of the right side. haha. ive alot of things tat i wanna do, i wanna buy new laptop, new outfits, new sunglasses, new car, new hse, oil palm plantation, bungalow; i wanna drive aeroplane, my private 1. haha n many many more. bt all these need money. 2day i dunno y suddenly my desire 4 money is so damn strong, its lik a surge of energy is bursting out from me i feel lik a blood thirsty vampire now. arghhhh...bio student will tell u tat cell is da basic unit of life. those r crap!! MONEY IS THE BASIC UNIT OF LIFE. i agree tat thr r many other things that r far more important than money such as family, love, friends, prinsips, pride, and etc. bt b4 u cn gt these or enjoy these, u muz hav money. life is lik a pyramid. money is da base, most bottom part, da least important 1; thr r alot more things placed on top of it bt money is da foundation. if u hav a strong foundation, ntg cn harm ur pyramid. money is juz a tool, a tool 2 assist u in ur life. if u dun hav this tool u cn still gt wat u wan, bt in a tougher way. cmon ppl, juz admit it. u lik money. evry single human being in tis world has desires, n all form of desires r followed by money. hahahaha. i wan money n i love money.haahahaahahahaaha

Goal!!!!

Act ive a bad habit. i lik to set goals. b4 i ever start anything, i will set at least a goal. da goal act is a target 4 me to hit, making the task more meaningful n more challenging. wif da goal, i cn prevent myself from divertin from the actual path. and our goals r sometimes our dream. tats y dreams are aka goal of life. do u act hav a goal in life? if nt, u better start to think now, cos wat is life without an aim? a plane tat fly without a direction will nvr reach its destination and will eventually crash cos ran out of fuel, lol, juz lik ur life. a life without an aim is destined to b doomed!! here are some reference 4 u all when setting a goal..

In order to outsmart the others, u muz b SMARTER when u set ur goal, thr4 ur goal muz b:
Specific

Measurable

Achievable

Related to what you want

Timeline

Ecological

Reason why you want it

After u hav set ur goal, its time to make it happen!! when u launch ur goal remember this..CHANGE. its hard to change da world, bt if u reali wanna, start by changing urself

Commitment- in order to achieve it, u muz b commited

Help- cn b a mentor or moral support from friends n family

Action- required to take some steps to achieve ur goal

Negative- thing u muz gt rid

Get excited- a goal muz b smtg tat cn excite u rite?

Execution- execute ur plan. Time To Make Things Happen!!

Above are adapted from Launch Your Goals by Dale E. Stuemke

http://www.launchyourgoals.com/

and Shine Training and Coaching, co-founder Hank

Study?

Gretting to all.im a biz student. do u all act believe in education tat is taught in school? from wat im experiencing is tat education in skul nowadays totally sucks!! they are juz talking craps especially during lecture. tis is nt da important thing, da main point is do u think those crap tat is taught is essential? particularly in biz sub. da problem im facing here is da skul is teaching us 2 be corporate leaders, instead of entreprenuer. biz skul, a place to create more workers, "prostitute" tat sell their soul n life 2 da company, whole bunch of donkeys, loser of their own life. n another interesting fact to note is that those lecturer teaching us biz most of them act has no experince in buildin biz nor they hav little knowledge in the world of investment. most of us tat study biz has only 1 goal...to gt rich. bt cn biz skul really help us to achieve tis goal? cn education tat we r receiving assist us? for da past few months ive been in college, i cn say tat i learn ntg bout the real biz world...sad case huh? haha. skul, graveyard 4 talents

Strength Test

Did a strength test long time ago, in a way it is one way to get to know more of yourself. those who are interested cn actually follow the link below to gt to the website. i think it is quite accurate though.hehe.bt hw accurate it is act depends on hw honest u r 2wards urself. no1 knows u better than urself.remember，u cn lie to anyone bt u cnt lie to urself. btw if u r willing to share wif me ur result i will b more than please to welcome u. n below are my result... http://www.authentichappiness.sas.upenn.edu/AIESEC/Default.aspx Your Top Strength

Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness Thinking things through and examining them from all sides are important aspects of who you are. You do not jump to conclusions, and you rely only on solid evidence to make your decisions. You are able to change your mind.

Your Second Strength

Leadership You excel at the tasks of leadership: encouraging a group to get things done and preserving harmony within the group by making everyone feel included. You do a good job organizing activities and seeing that they happen.

Your Third Strength

Creativity, ingenuity, and originality Thinking of new ways to do things is a crucial part of who you are. You are never content with doing something the conventional way if a better way is possible.

Your Fourth Strength

Hope, optimism, and future-mindedness You expect the best in the future, and you work to achieve it. You believe that the future is something that you can control.

Your Fifth Strength

Perspective (wisdom) Although you may not think of yourself as wise, your friends hold this view of you. They value your perspective on matters and turn to you for advice. You have a way of looking at the world that makes sense to others and to yourself.

Love

Wats love?it is lik digging a hole, da longer u dig, da deeper it is, da harder 4 u 2 gt out...juz lik digging a grave.haha. wats da purpose of getting into relationship?those annoying bf n gf thingy..4 me it is a process of understanding, to gt to noe more about each others. if u find it reali nt suitable den might as well juz broke up. it is merely a process of searching da mr. or mrs. right, looking 4 some1 tat u cn trust, u cn be wif 4 da rest of ur life. love is nt juz a feeling of liking, it far more beyond tat....it is to find a perfect candidate of ur soulmates, some1 tat u cn share all of ur tot n will support u no matter wat happen n some1 hu is willing to fight along ur side in da cruel world in order to build a love nest tat belongs only to both of u. im still lost in da game of love.haha. many ppl said tat im a player, mayb im bt at least i noe wat m i doin. i noe y i gt into a relationship n y i gt out of it. i noe wat i wan, i noe wat i wanna gt from da relationship. bt da funniest part is, when i ask most of them y they gt into a relationship, they told me tat it juz came..hahahaha. they dun even noe wat they r doin, dun even noe y they wanna gt into it n no future planning at all. tell me, hw is da relationship suppose to hav a future when da couple dun even plan 4 da future. juz let it be? bullshit!!juz face it as it comes?bull bull shit!!!they told me tat they r serious..bt they dun even noe wat they r serious-ing bout n they still dare 2 say tat they r serious n accuse me 4 being a player.haha, wat an irony!!!hahahaha.they r navigating a ship without a compass n im juz navigating many different ships wif my own set of compass. live life as a game. TIME TO PLAY

天昏

泪堕落痕流未干
冷如铁似寒如玉
心之巨石为窒息
五藏俱裂肠寸断
行尸走肉魂飞散
似失足于万丈崖
力歇嘶恐无人问
往事回味无故人

狼

孤狼对月泣鬼嚎
月皎洁听谁憔悴放眼心碎
明月的完美弧线
是悲呤还是怒哮
音传千里以外 闻者哀也怜之
一夜未眠的月亦不认苛责
狼泣
刮破了夜之死寂
月染上了悲
诡异的月光与夜幕缠绵 凋零
细如愁般的幽冥于空间飞散
无边懊殇在空气中禰慢
一狼朝月长啸
千狼倾巢跃涌
独领万兽
逐鹿猎胜


孤狼领风骚。

Quote

" FOLLOW YOUR GUT INSTINCT.." It's really motivating and life-changing. I'll remember these words. Thanks Mel!!

醉眼狙月

云抹月 月无缺
晚风来袭寒如雪
银湖映月
愁眠梦醒
举壶饮尽状元红
落花随风绽
流水伴花舞
把酒抚琴问云天
谁？
谁人梦醒 谁人醉
谁染霜林苍天醉？
一杯忧愁难入喉
月照杯影游山湖
傲然弯弓射月
众谓吾何求
吾笑人皆醉
无梦 哀哉
独醒狙月 水镜抑云天？

笑傲莫理 续醉眼望月