tis is 1 of my favourite poem n i would like to share it wif u all...hope u like it :p
When you get what you want in your struggle for pelf,
And the world makes you King for a day,
Then go to the mirror and look at yourself,
And see what that guy has to say.For it isn’t your Father, or Mother, or Wife,
Who judgment upon you must pass.
The feller whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the guy staring back from the glass.He’s the feller to please, never mind all the rest,
For he’s with you clear up to the end,
And you’ve passed your most dangerous, difficult test
If the guy in the glass is your friend.You may be like Jack Horner and “chisel” a plum,
And think you’re a wonderful guy,
But the man in the glass says you’re only a bum
If you can’t look him straight in the eye.You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,
And get pats on the back as you pass,
But your final reward will be heartaches and tears
If you’ve cheated the guy in the glass.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
"The Guy in the Glass” by Dale Wimbrow.
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Specially dedicated to all my frenz from TBF
time flies...tbf has ended. orientation was lik ytd story. n most impotantly, i felt tat its nt enuf. my clas, evryone of us was juz warmin up, by da time we r close to each others, it has ended...
time flies like an arrow
piercing through the realm of happiness
like a drowing man trying to grab on straws floating on the sea
i tried to grasp every single day that has silently creeped pass
unfortunately
the hour glass has broken
in a glimpse
there is nothing much left in the transparent glass bulb
with my bare hand
i tried hard to cover the crack
hoping that time will stop leaking or at least slower pace
but the sand was escaping from my cold grasp
leaving nothing but sweet memories
and the cherished moment together
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Friday, November 28, 2008
Chasing gal
hmm...as u all noe, i was deeply in love wif a gal since long time ago, n im currently goin after her..again (use da word 'again' cos last time i was rejected, lol). stil remember when i was rejected last time, i punch da sand bag till my hand bleed..hehe, dumb rite? da scar is still wif me now.. i dunno tis time i wil sucess anot bt ppl wish me luck. wakaka. i start doin some 'stupid' stuff lately juz to please her (last time i used to scold my frenz 4 doin these kinda thing). 4 da past few weeks, i woke up damn early in da mornin juz to wait in front of her hse n walk her to skul...gosh!! i sound lik a stalker. haha. n evrynite, if i cn sleep, i will dream of her, confirm..its lik a daily routine 4 me d. haha. n i even think of her durin exam time. durin da listenin exam, suddenly i miss her, den i went daydreamin..n miss part of da listenin speech, hehe. n durin my finals, sometimes my soul will went to her side, end up stunnin in d exam hall 4 30minutes. missin her is da sweetest moment in my life ( quote tina). haha. bt juz smtg 2 share wif u all, especialy guys, when u r goin after a gal, dun always think of getting her as ur gf, love is alot more than tat. when u 'chase' after gal, da main aim is nt to own her, bt 2 show her hw much u care. u shud think of hw to add value to her life n make her happy instead of making urself happy.lol. make no regret even if u cnt gt her, seriously, when u confess to a gal, it shud b smtg happy, it shud b a cherish moment 2gether. da gal will appreaciate tat even if she dun lik u, if n only if u r doin it rite. many gals find tat guys hu r goin after them are annoyin cos da guys r juz tryin to gt her. instead of addin value to her life, thy deduct it. guys, make da gal tat u r goin after feel tat thy r treasured. gf or nt, tats later n nt important anymore cos love is smtg u cnt force, n love doesnt mean getting someone by ur side bt to see them livin happily.
n i wanna grab this opportunity to say....i love u
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 10:13 PM 0 comments
Loneliness kills?
as ive mention in da earlier post, no 1 will walk da same path as u, at most thy will juz cross path wif u...n tats y human being are meant to be alone. loneliness shall b taken as granted. so ppl, if u r readin my blog n u r feelin lonely, pls b better now as its human nature to feel lonely. its nt a sin nor a defect. thrs ntg wrong 4 being lonely. trust me.lol. u wil gt used to it...soon. it is part of da natural cycle of life 2 b lonely. thrs a story sayin tat human's soul is cut into half n inserted into 2 bodies, n its our mission to look 4 d other part...bt hu noes mayb ur soul has already complete? if u r readin my blog n u r havin a soulmate rite now, i will b vry glad to hear tat. havin a soulmate is a bless, a bonus given. u shudnt take him or her as granted. value him or her as both of u were created 4 each other. pls after u hav read my blog n realise hw lucky u r, take out ur phone n call him or her, n say "i love u, i reali love u, its gd to hav u wif me, sorie if i hav ever done anything wrong to u...." 4 those hu is stil searchin, u cn hav my luck, im more than glad to share them wif u..if u hav gave up, den dun think of these thing anymore, concentrate on others things tat u wan in life as loneliness is natural, n it wont kills...
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The Game
Live life as a game!! evry single human being on earth will hav their own path, or in my language their own game. i play my game accordin my own set of rules as im nt born to please anyone, nt my parents nor my frenz nor anyone else. life is short, its not tat far away from game over, so y care bout others? u shud live ur own life, follow ur own rules. no one will walk da same path as u, at most ppl will juz cross path wif u. if u wanna gt into my game, follow my rules!! wakaka..remember this name...Foo Jo Ee, as u will nid to worship him as God since im da world!!! welcome to my game...time to play!!
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
refwetg
finish exam...bt y m i more stress than b4 exam? i dunno wats happenin to me..i feel lik dyin. according to a research, da tot of commitin suicide act came frm da inner dna. thrs a segment in our chromosomes tat decide whether da particular individual will kill himself anot. do i hav this segment of chromosome? tats 4 me to find out....hahahahahhaahahahahahaahahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahaha
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
削发
染醉了的岁月
惹得一身无谓
是否能看破红尘?
烦丝三千
落地无声
是否能洗涤瞳灵?
南无
无亲无物无误无私
缠悟
悟天悟地悟人悟己
善哉 哀哉
法号 脱世无尘。
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
underneath
time to reveal da mystery....i told u all bout da hidden sentence in one of my post...read it tis way: 2x2 3x3 4x4 5x5. sorie 4 those hu dun noe chinese...
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 10:59 PM 0 comments
life study family frenz n love
hw to determine wats important in ur life? Ez..evry mornin wake up n ask urself in da mirror, will u do wat u r goin 2 do afterwards if 2day is ur last day of life. if da answer is no, means tat thing definitely means ntg to ur life. n 1 thing 4 sure, no one will study if 2day is their last day. wakaka..tis show tat actually study means ntg 2 our life, nt a need nor a want, so y r v studyin? 4 our future? bt hw sure r u tat u cn see tmr's sunrise? hw u noe u wont hav an accident 2day? tis is human's nature, take things as granted, always think tat thrs a tmr...lol.our identity cards show us our birthday bt it will nvr show our deathday. so ppl wake up!! live as tis is ur last day, dun leave any regret behind...if 2day is my last day, i will...
spend more time wif my family
spend more time wif my frenz
n during da last min of my life..
i will hug her frm behind
hold her tight in my arms
whisper near her ear
say i love you
close my eyes
n let da silent minute claim me as its subject....
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Friday, November 21, 2008
INTERESTING 2
this is da video showin part of da speech i mentioned in da last post..
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 3:25 AM 0 comments
INTERESTING!!
Hey!!ppl, check out these 2 speeches. super meaninful n realistic. thy were both frm 2 vry famous ppl: Guy Kawasaki and Steve Jobs. if u dunno them, means u r nt readin newspaper or magazines. dun believe me? go read d articles urself..or google da name of these 2 men!!!
http://stuff.mit.edu/people/amlau/clarity/kawasaki.htm
http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-chat/1422863/posts
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
Surpressed Anger
from 2day onwards, im nt gonna teach anyone 4 any subject anymore b4 exam. most of da time when i teach them, thy worship me lik god, bt once i made some minor mistakes, thy will b sarcastic lik hell. frm tis sec onwards, if u approach me to ask anything regardin exam, i will juz ask u all to fuck off!! i din reali study much 4 tis sem, cos 4 me study is nt so important anymore, bt lately ive a thirst to win again. da flame is burnin. i wont lose to anyone, dun try to look down on me, u will regret. 4 those hus result is worse than mine, pls...keep ur fuckin mouth shut!! b4 u wan someone to respect u, pls pay respect to someone...i nid no assistant, when it come to study i cn reali b a study freak....n now da time 4 study mania has come. u ppl juz wait and see, hu is da best. u all better study harder n b better than me. if nt i will juz look down on u...sorie, i wont.i will tease u, n ripe off evry single bit of self esteem in u...
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
Carryin out my promise
saya dah promise frenz saya nak blog 1 BM punya post. tapi, lu tau bm saya pun tak baik sgt. oleh itu, saya pun tak tau apa yg saya sedang cakap ni...lol. omg, post ni byk-nya bahasa rojak. aduii...saya pun tak tau bagaimana pemeriksa spm itu pass bm saya. haiz. mugkin pemeriksa tu ada masalah mata atau otak. haha. skrg saya sedang cari guru yg baik utk ajar saya bm, jika anda tau mana ada pusat tuisyen yg bagus, sila beritahu saya. oh yea!! saya mau guru perempuan saja, dari umur 18 hingga 21. nak hot punya, tak mau itu horriblen punya. wakaka..
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
Pendrive at M floor
Hey ppl congratz me!!!! finally......i lost my pendrive. lol. ive lost it 4 more than 24hrs n till ytd (14th November 2008 6.30 p.m.) ni i realised that ive act lost my precious little pendrive. haha, n tell u wat, ive just finish my accountin presentation slides n i saved evrything inside it. lucky rite? n now i nid to do it again!!! wish me luck ppl, tis time i nid it..
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thinks too much
is tis my imagination? i felt lik i was given a fake hope...or m i thinkin too much? i dunno, i felt lik u r nt wif me, mayb i was traumatized by da past. things juz doesnt seem rite now...
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Friday, November 14, 2008
My Dear
Ms H~whr r u now? Ms H my love n da 1 i miss...u noe i nid u vry much. i wanna gt u n make u my gal, izit too much to ask 4? when i sleep i dream of u, when bath i think of u, when i study, i miss u..evry single word i wrote n da paper reminds me of u, evry book tat i read, i cn see ur face..i melted when u look me in d eyes. my body, my soul n my heart all of them r belong to u..babe i love u, i love u so. sa rang he yo. wo ai ni. je t'aime. ich liebe dich. im seriously in love wif u.i cnt gt u outta my mind. i dun care, i will marry u on 15th of December 2008. tats a promise. pls wait 4 me...my love.
Ms. H = High Distinction
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 6:49 PM 0 comments
stress
haha, lately im seriously stressed out...exam, assignment, sales target, personal conflicts n so on. tis is da 1st time i felt so wore off. i nvr felt lik tis b4...i even lost my apetite. lol. da feeling is nt rite, bt somehw its fun. i love pain~yoohooo (tryin to console myself). bt all of these r nt so torturing, da most toturing part is tat i cnt even sleep sometimes. juz abit to share, althou im those early slepin type, bt its reali frustratin when u r super tired n sleepy bt u juz cnt sleep!!! wakaka. sometimes i juz feel lik im a walkin corpse, or wat others call it, a zombie..lol. bt evrytime when she is around, i cn fell da surge of energy n motivation 2 keep me moving, she is juz lik my fuel, da most perfect remedy 4 my zombie-sickness. u raise me frm the dead, n help da fallen angel to b able to spread his wings again. babe, i cnt live without u~
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
speechless 2
petals slowly fall off from the lovely pink rose
tell you? or tell you not..
i have just recovered from my severe wound
after i have lost my previous wings
but now it has start bleeding.....again
my heart fell just like the petals did
it scatterd
you are like butterfly
i tried to hold you tight
but afraid that i will make you pain
i tried to let go
but afraid that you will never come back again
i thought that you felt the same
but may be it was just my imagination
i miss you like crazy
i still do
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 8:41 PM 0 comments
speechless
1st time we met, i nvr tot tat u were da 1, da missing part of my soul. slowly v knew more bout each other,n i were mesmerize by u. i cnt gt u outta my mind, anymore. ive worked hard to make u my gal. haha, bt fate was nt wif me. u hav chosen him. nvr, i understand...lol. mayb i wasnt sincere enuf, mayb i was too agressive, mayb i din noe u well, mayb im nt ur cup of tea, mayb, mayb, mayb......thousand tots came to my mind. ive lost. i once longed for gliding in da sky, achievin my big big dreams. bt now wat m i without u? i cn fly without wings, bt wats sky without u? tat time, i was crumbled. totally defeated. ive gave up my life. i went to drink, bt alcohol made me miss u more. i tried to sleep, bt i kept dreamin of u. i went to gamble, tryin to escape frm da cruel reality, i became a player, bt tis only made me realise tat u r better......till now, i stil love u, bt once again fate has left me lonely, n u hav rendered my life useless. mayb da time is nt rite, mayb u hav no feelin towards me, at all. haha. i dunno wat to say now...haha, hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahha, u wil nvr b mine, n i will nvr b fine. d 1st time u left me, ive lost my pride, da 2nd time u left me, ive lost my courage, d only courage left wif me. ever since u left me, iv no more courage to love. juz a word from u, i cn gave up anything ive now..
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Sunday, November 9, 2008
Differences between Eastern and Western culture
Blue --> Westerner
Red --> Asian
Opinion
(more after the fold)
Sundays on the Road
Party
In the restaurant
Travelling
Handling of Problems
Three meals a day
Transportation
Elderly in day to day life
Shower timing
Moods and Weather
The Boss
What's Trendy
The child
Things that are new
Perception of each other
adopted from http://www.mountainrunner.us/2008/01/differences_between_eastern_an.html
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
字中画
轻风岁落残铃
忆爱杯空酒影
独情钟敲梦醒
杏花诗慧人醉
月泊夜眠洁翠
雨帘愁缠雾水
thrs a sentence hidden inside da poem, juz lik hw it was hidden in my heart...i've spoken it out, bt hu knows? hahaha
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Monday, November 3, 2008
3rd Tag
1. Whats your ambition?
big entreprenuer
2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
nvr die as a virgin
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope, im full of self doubt
4. How many babies you want?
depends on my wife needs
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
no
6. What is your goal for this year?
dean's list
7. Do you believe in eternity love??
yup
8. What do you say about your life now?
the best 1 is meant ot b lonely
9. What feeling do you love most?
proud
10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
gd lookin in both inner n outer
11. Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
we r frenz 4ever
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definitely, frenz r my family
13. What does flying means to you?
freedom at the verge of fear
14. What do you crave for the most currently?
a big biz
15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Amsterdam, Venice
16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Jame sy u r da best sy...
17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
read a gd book
18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
some1 wif high status n high profile
19. What is your lucky number?
1 4 592 6 8
20. What is your favourite food?
choc
Tagged:
daniel lee
jun xian
eu ginn
yean tuck
val
strictly no tag bck.
Posted by 傲然狙月 at 7:40 PM 0 comments
不能说的秘密
翩翩起舞 指尖飞逝在黑白键间
妳凄美了下雨天
脚踏车没了妳 剩下的亦只有眷恋
回家的路程不再遥远
妳闭上了眼 108步 步向有我的眼帘
四手联弹 弹出属于我们的爱恋
妳总是在我晃惚时出现
不能说的秘密 我爱妳的诗篇
一首情歌 约定了老旧的唱片店
一手弹琴 一手把妳牵
为了妳爱的天鹅 我愿奏断琴弦
在屋顶 羞涩轻吻妳的腼腆
朝思慕想 妳消失了的15天
15个苹果 我的心如玻璃盒 清晰可见
误会令我们越来越远
拼命想挽回挽不回的从前
毕业典礼 奏出最后的一面
崩溃于涂改液的最后一点
我爱妳 简单一句妳却永远都听不见
支离破碎的琴谱 唤不回的从前从前
断了的弦 弹回回忆的画面
长厢斯守 埋葬在旧琴房那边
我不是叶湘伦 弹琴写曲我不识一点
情如琴 没有天份 只能盼望永远永远
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
飘移
流线型车身冲过沉睡的空气
超合金轮框 迴旋自转 混绕了我的情绪
轮胎与地面激烈摩檫 刮破宁静的夜晚
车灯如流星一瞬流逝 来不及看见 已走得很远
孤身驾驶 只有星光陪我寂寞
这山路我们曾一起走过
可现只有孤单在前座
我带着伤悲企图远走高飞
踏尽油门 还是离不开爱你的轨道
思念诡异的跟在我后面 紧追不舍
惯性甩尾 时速二百 却甩不开对妳的感觉
马力全开 但还离不开有你的季节
思绪在窗外零碎
倒后镜映出妳的轮郭 以然很美
妳的美给了谁 我再快都追不回
暴力飘移 前轮抓地我却抓不住妳
奋力飘移 飘散了睡意
高速飘移 离开了妳却离不开回忆
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