Chinese tag by my dearest fren

幸福套餐：

第一：被点名者请在自己的部落格里写下答案。

第二：请传另外十位的人。=）

第三：传阅人‘请在于这十位当中的留言版’告知他（她）被点名了。

第四：这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’。

第五：被点名者‘请注明被谁点了’在哪接到‘在传给下十位’

第六：‘这些被点名者’你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’也会得到幸福。^^



幸福套餐 No。1 ♥

1. 你的绰号：foodoo， 腐竹，容祖儿


2. 年龄：十八岁三个月一天

3. 生日：一九九零年九月二十九日

4. 星座：天枰座

5. 兴趣：吹水，看书，沟女，上网...

6. 专长：失眠

幸福套餐 No。2 ♥

1. 你有没有喜欢的人：有，大把

2. 是否有交往：define交往

3. 现在幸福吗：不

4. 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事：炒股票

5. 如果有天，你爱的人跟你表白的话：so?

幸福套餐No。3 ♥

1. 点你的人是：文质彬彬的yi herng

2. 他（她）是你的：老友

3. 他（她）的个性：好像很好人，几乖下，勤力瓜。。。

4. 认识他（她）多久?：八年

5. 你觉得他（她）怎样?：几靓仔，可以沟到女

6. 你相对他（她）说什么：一定要拿到4 flat!!

幸福套餐No。4 ♥

1. 最爱的节目：逛街

2. 最爱的音乐：jazz, pop

3. 最爱的季节：秋，凄美悲哀的季节

4. 最爱的卡通：pokemon, digimon, naruto, tom and jerry, gundam, disney....

5. 最爱的人：自己，如果你自己也不爱自己，如何能爱她人？

6. 最爱的颜色：白色，纯洁哀伤

7. 最爱的国家：荷兰，软性毒品和嬻娼都合法

8. 最爱的天气：阴天，不晒又没雨，可以出街

幸福套餐 No。5 ♥

1. 如果上天给你三个愿望：长生不死不老，预知未来，瞬间转移

2. 你是很专一的人吗：是

3. 最深刻的记忆：望记了

4. 你是个很有信心的人吗?：不是

5. 你很爱微笑吗：不，为世所逼

6. 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗?：放弃了有更好的吗？

7. 妄想什么样的生活：无忧

8. 是否横刀夺爱才是爱：横刀夺爱不是爱，只是娱乐


调卷到此结束，‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’告知被点名了。

点名名单：yean tuck,windy,wai hong,james lee...sorie ran out of names d...hehe

Bio Clock

Its time to fine tune my bio clock...4 da past 2years ive been sleeping at inappropriate time n place, sometimes causing insomnia.lol.now from 2day onwards, i will sleep b4 12am...so anyone that see me online, pls shoot me off to bed. thx...love u all loadsssss

Sexual harrasment on da bus

when i was in da rapid kl bus...i met a 'funny' fella.1st time being sexual harrassed so directly.haha. interesting experience..n here goes our conversation, i cnt remember all, bt these r d sipnopsis:

him: hi, r u chinese?
me: yea (wtf, do i look lik im nt?)

him: hi, whr r u goin?
me: central, u?

him: central oso
me: ok

him: my name is sunny, whats ur name?
me: joee

...meaningless conversation continues until half an hour later....

him: do u hav a gf?
me: no

him: y?
me: cnt find any..

him: den hw u settle when u erect?(wif hand gesture...)
me: ...

him: hand?
me: yea (no other options 4 me to choose from)

him: hand nt syok 1..gf better, fuck a gal is better than masturbating(full of body language)
me: yea (swt.smtg is nt rite here...)

him: did u cut ur foreskin?
me: no

him: y?after u cut, its more fun when u hav sex
me: ok..

him: u guess hw long is my penis?
me: 7 inches

him: wow, hw u noe? seriously its correct, u r gd man
me: ok

reached central..

him: y we go to da toilet n show each others our penis?
me: sorie, im in a rush (walked away...)

When u r gone

Days without u
my soul has long gone
to a place whr u r thr
n i cn nvr reach
clock is tickin
time is crawlin
n im stil cryin
insomnia
its normal 4 me
losin appetite seems to b a new trend
even after u r gone
fragments of my heart r stil missin u...

Stopped

Stop cryin
cos i noe da world wont stop bcos of my tears
i juz cant gt u outta my mind
m i stil love u?
yes i do
i stil do..
bt setting u free is da bez thing i cn do now
at least bez 4 u
i guess
bt i will stil b waitin
waitin 4 u
i juz wanna share ur happiness n sadness
2 b by ur side when u nid someone 2
i will wait
until i die or someone tat cn do a better job than me appears
stil missin u lik crazy...

梅林独奏

挥袖入梅林
孤琴独奏长哀心

一抹琴韵
谱曲旋绕梅枝寻

连绵雪瓣飞凌绽
落花伴舞情忧忧

寒风抚脸
举杯饮尽红尘风雪
故遇难忘怀
断了弦
缘尽

愛不疚 -林峰


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠


這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也许 愛很深厚 而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Stil?

m stil cryin
problem nid 2 b solved
seekin 4 an solution
was it da bez 2 leave her?
ok
lets chill
time to think
nt in da mode of thinkin now
was i 2 extreme juz now?
calm~
tears cnt help droppin..
emotion stil fluctuatin
m i stil cnt let go?

Past

i nvr cease lovin u
even when u r wif him
seeing u two actin lik a love bird in front of me
its reali torturin
u tell me u hav crush on hu n hu n hu
bt i will nvr b in da list
haha
its sad
m i nt hot enuf 4 u?
m i nt gd enuf?
m i nt sincere enuf?
i proved to u evry single thing tat i cn
i wait
i care
i love u
n im stil cryin..

Breakin news !!!

haha
breakin news in da town!!
im cryin now..
haha
serious
i dunno y
haha
my knuckle is bleedin again
juz punch tat fuckin wall
haha
i dunno whether u lie to me anot
last time
u say u hav feelin towards me
den u ended up wif him
nvm
tis time u told me da same
bt i guess
u nvr mean it
i was nvr in ur heart
thx 4 entertainin me 4 so long
givin me false hopes to keep me alive
if love is meant to hurt n gt hurt
i choose to b da bad guy
thr wont b happy endin
tis is nt a fairy tale
n i will nvr choose 2 b da prince
cos i will b da villain
da 1st time when u left me
i told myself
even if u turn bck nxt time
i will nvr accept u again
bt den i failed to
i fall 4 u again
bt i cn gurantee tis wont happen again
nvr..
im more cold bloded than im
n now i declare
i will b a player
gals out thr
whether u r single anot
beware
if u dun wanna gt hurt
hahahahahahaha

black xmas

xmas
haha
i think i will b alone again
juz lik da past 18 valentine day
bt kinda used to it d
thrs ntg to b sad bout
since evryone is made lonely
or juz tat im d outcast?
god lik to play wif me
purposely framin me into such pathetic situation
bt i tell u
i will nvr lose
u nid more than tat to take me down
im beyond god
black xmas
sad?
no
i lik black

No more love in my game

gave up
i noe
i was nvr in ur heart
conclusion drawn
u will nvr b mine
n i will nvr b fine
destined to b lonely
wat ive sacrifice 4 u
its sweet n will stay in my memory
4ever
love u 4ver
tats stil a promise
bt niway
wish u luck in da future
i noe u will do better without me
haha
speechless
letting u go
is da most painful choice made in my life
bt i will nvr regret
once decided
thrs no turnin bck
nvr...

Experiment

conclusion drawn
hypothesis rejected
experiment failed
result proven
outcome:
i cnt live without u

Let go

time to learn lettin go
firm grasp
will juz b suffocatin
set her free n happy
she deserves a wider sky
perhaps

fly my gal
fly up high
no worry n b happy
i will always back u up
giv u my unlimited support
follow whr ur heart leads u
n when u r sick of flyin
i will always b thr
waitin 4 u
n 2 heal ur wounds

ps: i love u...4ever

Happy?

happiness
smtg long lost
tried to LOL
bt tears cnt help fallin
hu ever seen me smile?
im nt sure
or did i?
emo
my most faithful fren
tat nvr leave me
nt even a second
its a choice of life
to b happy or sad
n i subconsiously chose da later 1
y?
i dunno
n tats 4 me 2 find out...

confuse

m confuse
mind has been strangled
ive lost the sense of belonging
m confuse
love u or love u not
as petals drop
thrs stil no answer
ur respond is confusin
ive been patient
bt waitin kills
uncertainties
bring me no hope
to let go is 2 fear less n love more
hw true is tis?
i dunno
reali confuse
shud i wait
or juz let u go?
m confuse
speechless
im a kite
n u r da kid playin wif it
sometimes u pull me towards u
givin me hopes
n sometimes u juz dun care whr i go
m confuse
it hurts
m confuse
im lost

林俊杰- 木乃伊 (The Mummy)

Find it damn interesting..so try to do it. n its fun!!haha

instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.
.
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Hilary Duff- Fly
(Better than ok...i feel HIGH!!)

2. How would you describe yourself?
陶吉吉- 太美丽
(too beautiful? ermm..mayb it means im handsome la..lol)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
American boy
(ermm...im nt gay,ok?)

4. How do you feel today?
Barbie Girl
(im in a PARTY MOOD!!!)

5. What is your life's purpose?
周杰伦- 她的捷毛
(her eye brown..her eyes are mesmerizin, shes da purpose of my life)

6. What is your motto?
Alvin n the Chipmunks- Get You Going
(i motivate my frenz n 2gether we achieve more)

7. What do your friends think of you?
All 4 one- Good Bye
(ok, mayb im nt so welcomed..haha)

8. What do you think of your parents?
林俊杰- 编号89757
（they r as superior as bionic man n woman)

9. What do you think about very often?
Justin Timberlake- What goes around comes around
(do i believe in karma?!)

10. What is 2+2?
Let's Groove
(speechless.)

11. What do you think of your best friends?
蔡依林- 睁一只眼闭一只眼
(in short.'no eye see' haha)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
周杰伦-米兰的小铁匠
(blackmith from Milan? WOW!cuteee~)

13. What is your life?
Leehom- Yo!Birthday
(evryday will b my bufday!!so u peeps noe wat to do evryday rite?)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Linkin Park- What I've Done
(hey!!i will use birth control okay? i will nvr repeat my parents fault)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
周杰伦-屋顶
(i will think of bringing her to da rooftop, n watch stars 2gether)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
周杰伦- 星晴
(dance to da stars..soo romantic.haha, u see? Q15 n 16 cn b related)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Westlife- Home
(yeah, i wanna go home..sweetheart, dun lock da door at nite after ive died, ok?)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
林俊杰- 子弹列车
(takin bullet train..ermm, kinda interestin compare to Kereta Terlambat Malaysia)

19. What is your biggest fear?
The Moffats- I miss u like crazy
(missin someone cn b sweet n torturin at times..)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Tina Arena- S'Il M'Est Donné
(hahaha, unknown language, mayb means tat me myself dun even noe wat secret ive)

21. What do you think of your friends?
M2M- Pretty Boy
(means all guy frenz r abit sissy n all female frenz r tomboyish..wakaka)

22. What will you post this as?
林俊杰- 木乃伊
(The Mummy)

Tagged by Khan Khan

1. Name the people you tagged. (10)
- Jun Xian, Daniel Lee, Fatin, Su Wei, Joyce, Kok Hooi, James, Leon, Cecilia, Wai Kit

2. Describe yourself in one word.
- Genius

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
- the one i love

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
- Yup, but just once..from tat time onwards, i nvr let any chance slip pass without action

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
- Talk bout it, find out the reason n b frenz bck

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
- wrap her in my arm, whisper to her: i love u...n a brief kiss on her lip

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
- action speaks louder than words

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
- yes, n i noe wat love is now...n stil learnin

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
- yes, in fact evryone has smtg special awaits 4 discovery

10. Long distance love ?
- y nt?

11. Best place to cry.
- washroom n bedroom

12. Who do you love the most?
- WK

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
- her

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
- no, thrs no enemy

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- act u r da one i mentioned

16. The last person you had a beer with?
- Mel

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
- WK n frenz

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
- HR manager from Bausch & Lomb (M) Sdn Bhd

19. The last person you hugged?
- Jia Yi

20. The last person you yelled at?
- my younger brother

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
- nope

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
- last nite, stuck in da freakin traffic jam

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
- she will b happy ever after n nvr emo

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
- venice

25. What you hate the most?
- loneliness

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- her

27. Five facts About Me:
- arrogant, emo, not bad lookin, weak, freak

28. Five things that scare me:
- pain, death..will add on if i cn think of later

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
- us against the world, i dun wanna miss a thing

30. Five Things I treasure in my life
- her, my dream, my brain, my frenz, my family

SMS

I miss her
Wanna listen to her voice
Its mesmerizing
The sweet voice that I dream of everyday n night
Wanna talk to her
n share the moment I’ve been thru
over a harsh day
I’ve more than thousand words to say

Understand that u r busy
But if I don’t tell u 2day
I afraid I will probably 4gt everything tomorrow

Sorry
I can’t wait till u r free
Cos I’m tired
I wanna sleep
So I thought of a better way
to tell u indirectly
Through my blog

I’ve been risking my live 4 these few days
Jumping into some unknown car
Taking a train drove by Rempit
Riding a bike 4 the 1st time
without a helmet some more
even though I don’t even know how to ride a bicycle

Walking around the area under the blazing sun
like a mad dog
searching for a place to stay
ended up only with sweat n tears
still there is no place available for this pitiful soul
Even if I found a place
but no transport around
how to see you next time?
That is the only thing that holds me back from searching

Travelling across the world
Waiting for buses for hours
n finally got 1
but the driver don’t accept big notes
so was kicked out from the bus
n need to wait 4 another hour
Finally get myself up to a bus
but was caught in a terrifying jam

Cramping in a train
I can’t even move a single muscle
and I can even feel their breath

Taking a morning walk and a midnight walk everyday
It’s exhausting
After a long way home
the water supply was gone
and the heater was not functioning
bath under the merely dripping freezing cold water

A ‘great’ day indeed

I’m complaining but seeking a way to end my miserable as well. I know u will understand me. That’s it for 2day…more to come

Ps: I love u

heaven

i dun believe in God
bt i do pray
pray tat thrs a heaven
a place whr i cn rest my soul
thruout my whole life
ive been non stop searchin 4 1
bt when i turned bck
i saw u waitin 4 me
relieved
tats da bez part of my life
u
my heaven

Life?

thru out my journey of life
life whr i seek 4 an answer
answer to my misery
misery i felt

love success life death
death whr it ends
ends my misery
misery i left

punk goth emo
emo is nvr my fren
fren is always wif me
me nvr appreciate
appreciate 4 wat ive

life nvr ends
ends my presence
presence leave
leave my legacy?

sorie i dun plan to leave any legacy...

READ N LISTEN TO DA LYRICS!!

Holiday!!

long break, da most suitable season 4 procrastination to grow n home is da bez breedin place 4 laziness to propagate...long break+home= subconsciously choose to fail aka self destruct. in order 4 me to escape frm da outbreak of tis freaking annoyin contagious disease, ive drafted out a holiday plan 4 myself, hope tat it cn reali save my pathetic life from da evil claw of comfort.

month of dec: Malaysia Leadership Develorment Seminar, internship with TalentEDge

month of jan n feb: drivin license, cosmetic course, amway business growth, lookin forward 4 some AIESEC leadership opportunity, scholarship hunt, learn hair cut n styling, finish 30 books on pending on my muz read list...

hmm...nt so well-planned act, y nt u guys share wif me ur holiday plan as well? great idea rite? haha.

Jealous

i always tot tat im damn confident all da time...bt lately i found out tat i cn b vry fragile n weak at times. da moment when i feel insecure of my own capability, i started to jealous of those hu cn do better than me. loser attitude, bt sorry it will b gone after i finish writin tis post. jealousy kills n it hurts nt only u, bt da ppl around u as well. im nt a kind person bt at least i wont allow myself to hurt my love one, so its time to change...