From now onwards all chinese post will be posted in the new blog. This blog will only contain english content.
Some of my old chinese post will be imported to the new blog.
Link is as follow:
http://lefthandsideofthesky.blogspot.com
Feel free to leave your comment in both of my blogs!!
Thank you
I have been sleeping for not more than 2 hours per day for the past 2 weeks...it is worse than insomnia, n its time wasting, lying on the bed waiting for the dawn...ti kcuf!
Existing situation
"Needs extra attention and must feel he is very important to those around him. If he doesn't think he is being spoiled enough, he may shut himself off from others."
Stress source
"Would love a partner with which to share a happy and conflict free existence, but his need for individuality causes him to be over critical and demanding. This leads to problems and disagreements, bringing them close and then pushing them apart, so that his ideal situation can never be fully developed. Though he wants to satisfy his desires, he holds back a part of himself, never allowing himself to give him to those urges. He believes that by holding back he is showing himself as a superior person who is a cut above the rest. He is critical, particular, and a taste for the finer things; he is judgmental and feels it necessary to express his thoughts and opinions as if they are correct. He enjoys original yet subtle beauty and strives to make friends with only those whose tastes are as refined as his and who can help stimulate and increase his intellect. He desires others to admire him and view him as a highly respected individual."
Restrained Characteristic
"Feels he is getting less than he deserves for all his hard work; however, he makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
His confidence is low but he is unable to admit that is the reason for his avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of his control and he is making the best of it.
Feels unhappy and isolated because he is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding he desires.
Applies tough standards to his potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in his sex life.
Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.
Desired Objective
"He feels life in general is handing him to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with him. He is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."
Actual Problem
"Struggles with his need for respect and admiration from others; feels he needs to make a name for himself and stand out from the crowd. He acts out by insisting he be the center of attention, and refuses to step back, stand down, or take on a minor, insignificant role."
Actual Problem 2
"His personality is such that he analyzes and examines everything with harsh judgment, which is viewed as an attitude of harsh criticism and disapproval. Fails to take into consideration all the facts when making his judgments. "
http://www.colorquiz.com/
I do not know why, i should be quite relieved as 2 assignments has been submitted yesterday. however, i do not feel that happy, i felt depressed. even though i did not sleep for almost two days, last night i was having quite an insomnia. i slept at 11pm since my eyes were really burning already, but unfortunately i woke up at 12.30am...and i cannot fall asleep anymore. hoping to go online to spend some time, internet was down. at the same time, i think i am having some sort of paranoia as well. before i submit my assignments, i triple check my files to ensure that it is the correct one. then after i have submitted i will download it back to check again i repeated this process for 8 times last night. this is because i am having a bad feeling about my assingments. and sometimes, i felt like i have forgotten to pass it up at all. even till now, i am very tired, i just want a good sleep after a long yet tiring fight with assignments for th past few days. am i asking for too much?
my eyes are still burning...
夜云拂过月亮的脸颊
染红了星光
照耀
影子被拖入草丛谋杀
不死
被丢入河中
还有气息
却被河水淹溺
最后
断气
隔天凌晨
性感主播
娇滴滴的红唇
温柔地咀嚼头条新闻的字眼
声线妩媚不了人性弱点
根据报告
警察捞到
尸体一条
爱情坚贞
还不是浮尸水面
膨胀
腐烂
从小肠钻出的是悲哀
还是无奈
没人认领
爱亦只能泊在停尸间
与寂默。。。
长眠
一具情尸
嘲笑爱情的幼稚
留下一纸遗憾
没收起所有回忆
食指扣起板机的巨响
来不及听见早已没有了滋觉
子弹比光更快速地飞翔
长了翅膀
子弹降落的地方绽放出如红玫瑰般的死亡
头脑空白
太阳穴失去以前的模样
没有愧意
谁说难过也一定要熬过才叫生活
不能选择出生
但有离开的自由
违抗神的圣旨
叛逆是我的姓氏
生亦哀
回归最初的艳丽
放弃并不是软弱
呼吸不代表坚强
自杀不一定是罪恶
Kissing's a pleasure
Fucking's a game
Guys get all the pleasure
Girls get all the pain
He says he loves you, and you believe it's true
Until your belly starts to swell and he says hell with you.
10 minutes of pleasure, 9 months and pain
3 days in hospital, a child without a name
The baby's a bastard
The mother's a whore
This never would have happened if the rubber hadn't tore
there are only 2 types of human in my game, human that lifts me up & human that pulls me down...
If there is after-life, and you do not have any religion now, you are giving up your chance in believing it (Shaun 2009)
Taylor's Career & Employment Fair has finnaly arrive. No matter you are Pre-U students or degree students, this is an event you definitely would not want to miss. It is the biggest event in Taylor's University College. For more information, please click here
Visit Taylor's Career & Employment Fair official website.
http://careerandemploymentfair.wordpress.com/
听
雨哭的悲鸣
清脆地
打在即将破碎的心灵
痕重现
听
雨哭的悲鸣
柔情地
拂过冰冷憔悴的容颜
血莫色
听
雨哭的悲鸣
纯洁地
洗涤疲惫不堪的瞳灵
眼无神
听
雨哭的悲鸣
清晰地
嗅出薄如愁丝的气息
觉无味
雨在下
听雨
我忘了牵挂
听雨
雨无话
冷雪纷飞
梅花满天散不回
连绵寒霜
冰如心锥
白
敷盖了往时青翠
吹散了昔日尘灰
飘雪
拂脸的感觉不对
抑或凡心已碎
泪成冰
最后一次哭到底是几岁
若冬末至
离去时的胭脂
会不会
把霜林染醉
往事亦只能回味
心如止水
慕雪
雪纷飞
Be quick as u can. U have 3 seconds for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind, never know what you're sub-conscious may be telling you. Give it a try. REMEMBER! 3 seconds ;)
1. I need a cigarette: expensive
2. Sex : NOW!!!
3. Relationships: something which never exist
4. Power: wish i know pyromancing, teleport, mind readin, invulnerability, undead...
5. Marijuana: no thx
6. Crack: egg shell?
7. Food: costly
8. This President: is nvr da bez
9. War: firearms r a gd biz wish i could involve in it
11. Cars: negative investment
12. Gas Prices: stil high 4 me
13. Halloween: ghost
14. Bon Jovi: love it
15. Religion: they r great leaders
16. MySpace: nvr tot of it
17. Worst Fear: i dun wan u to noe
18. Marriage: pure
19. Fashion: style
20. Brunettes: cn play
21. Redheads: cn play too
22: Work: mayb later
23: Pass the time: passin
24: Football: MU rockxxx
25: Pixie Stix: prefer chocolate
26. Vanilla Ice: yum yum
27: Porta Potties: bang it
28: High school: FANTASTIC!!!
29: Pajamas: wrong spelling?
30: Wood: forest
31. Surfers: bikini
32. Picture: beautiful
33.Tag: lazy
is like masturbation..it's good in the beginning, but in the end you realise, you have just fucked yourself
RULES: The Rules are simple. Use Google, etc to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the FIRST PAGE of result and post it as your answer.After that tag 7 people.
The Age of my Next Birthday :
A Place that I'd Like to Travel To :
A Favourite Food:
A Favourite Place :
A Nickname I Had :
College Major :
A Favourite Colour :
Name of My Love :
A Bad Habit :
The City I Live In :
The City I was Born :
Hobby :
Wishlist :
风刮落了枯叶
凋谢了玫瑰
飘散的花瓣
绽放
悲哀了忧雅
落地时是零碎
还是
痛心的一锥
黑色的风 黑色的墙 黑色的桌 黑色的地毯
衬托出玫瑰的艳丽
和透骨的一丝诡异
凋零的玫瑰
是否能从回未落地前的滋味
轰轰烈烈再燃一回
没有爱的滋养
枯萎怨得了谁
Guys always think of sex?
Girls love shopping?
Guys love sport?
Girls love to gossips?
Guys enjoy talking about hot chicks (guy's talk)?
Girls aren't better driver?
All these are facts and were proven..
Our brain is divided into different parts and those parts incharge of different tasks
Male's brain and female's brain are totally different (click to enlarge- worth you reading)
001. Real name → Cnt be disclose due to some reason (pls refer to me if u wanna know)
002. Nickname(s)→ Yung Joey, Foodoo, snail
004. Zodiac sign → libra
005. Male or female → Male.
006. Elementary → Kinderland
007. Middle School → SamTet
008. High School → SamTet
009. College School --> Taylors Business School
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → quite
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → no
016. Drink or Smoke? → neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone? no
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → No
020. Tattoos → No
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → n/a
024. First best friend → Yee Joon Kit
025. First award → BM essay writing competition, 2nd runner up
026. First crush → forgotten
027. First pet → n/a
028. First big vacation → Langkawi with Tai Chi gang
030. First big birthday → 2007
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → watch movie
053. Listening to → chinese songs by Khalil Fong
054. Plans for today → Create a new blog
055. Waiting for → midnight
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ depends on financial stats
059. Want to get married? → yes if i am able to meet someone who wants me
060. Careers in mind → entreprenuer, businessman
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → n/a
070. Shorter or taller? → n/a
072. Romantic or spontaneous → n/a
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → n/a
074. Sensitive or loud→ n/a
075. Hook-up or relationship → n/a
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → n/a
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → n/a
081. Ran away from home → nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope
083. Killed somebody → in some video games (i enjoy killing, gores and violence)
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yup
090. Miracles → yes i do
091. Love at first sight → yes
092. Heaven → yes
093. Santa Claus → yup
094 Tooth Fairy--> nope, but i hope there is
095. Kiss on the first date -> yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → definitely no
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → jun hui, justin, farahin, elsa, daniel,jun xian, yi herng....
I believe in the presence of Allah, Buddha and God.
I believe in fate, luck and destiniy as well.
But FYI, just by believing these, you ain't going any further in your life.
Hapiness and success won't come just by believing in these.
You need to believe in yourself.
GOD ONLY HELP THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES
moreover,
God's responsibility is to create a world and gives us life
how we use our life
depends solely on us
As long as your heart is beating, you are your own God
You are God yourself.
You decide whether to live happily or to live in grief.
You cannot choose to go to heaven or hell after you have died.
But you have the choice to pick to live in heaven or hell when you are still breathing.
It's up to you
See?
You have the same power as God
You are God yourself.
You have the absolute authority over your life, even God doesn't
Even God does,
He won't bother about it
because He has no time for everyone
To give up or to move on
To do it or just dream on
It's up to you
See?
Your power has surpasses God's
People
wake up
Pray to God
and pray to yourself as well
Together
we can change the world
to the Heaven on earth
Believe in yourself
You are nothing less than the God himself
Wild plants can grow under extreme conditions because they need only soil, water and sunlight.
Today i did something stupid which causes 1 of my most beloved friend, Miss Foong Woei Lin to be angry of me. I feel so down right now as she says she dont want to talk to me, i felt like the world is going to end....
PLEASE 4GIVE ME..I BEG YOUR 4GIVENESS
According to Zick Rubin,
love= attachment + caring + intimacy.
There were arguments that love is actually a cultural invention arises due to social pressures and expectations, but if this is true, it would stand to reason that love would simply not exist in some cultures.
But instead, love is universal. Therefore, it is deduced that love is affected by both cultures and biological variables such as hormones. It is a social and biologiacal needs.
There are 2 types of love: passionate and compassionate love
compassionate love= mutual respect, trust, and affection
passionate love= intense feelings and sexual attraction
compassionate love can lasts for life, while passionate love approximately can lasts from 6 to 30 months
Ideally passionate love leads to compassionate love
The most ideal love is the combination the security and stability of compassionate with the intensity of passionate love
It is suggested that ideal love is rare...
乌云在风中搁浅
万里苍穹遗忘笑颜
不再放晴的那一天
灰灰的像是悲剧中的情节
空气中里弥满着一丝薄如迷雾般的诡异
一双双闪着泪光的眼睛
带着同一种沉重的表情
每个来宾都穿上黑色的衣裳
手里握着白色的玫瑰
给于最后的祝福
闭上双眸
忍痛地完成沉默的祈祷
空旷的坟地佈满白色的玫瑰
绽放美丽的花瓣
冷风无情飞逝
萧洒飘散
一副古典钢琴
在旁伴奏
谱出最艳丽的死亡
我静静凝视无言的时间
停格了的画映
幻化成蝶
离开了这个美丽的世界
梅林独奏
一曲黯然情愁
即使奏出了血也记不起温柔
万里花香
很像妳途留的胭脂未散
眼角闪过的花面
都以为是妳的倩影
每一根梅枝
都很有妳的轮郭
无奈
始终是我于寒风中弄影
醉梦未醒
梅花落下
像是被曲声感化
遮蔽了回家的路
入林的步伐
踏香了回忆
落下的梅花
淹没了共渡的夏季
回头
不易
梅林独奏
奏断了琴弦
依然能续
断了的缘
岂能再聚
从前只剩下稀嘘
一曲断肠
奏别伤悲
凄美了离人泪
抱琴
与梅林隐居终老
是否乃最美丽的结局
I've no confident or low confident in many things..or should i say everything instead?
anyway, to be frank, actually whatever I do, especially new things, I feel super scared
anyway, to be frank, actually whatever I do, especially in front of public or strangers, I feel super scared
My hands are trembling when I'm doing public speaking
My stomach is having butterfly when I'm speaking to lecturers, strangers or people who are better than me
But
there is 1 thing I have confidence in
the only thing in this universe
to be specific 3 words
"My name"
Ive absolute confident in these 3 words
no mater what I do, I will never lose faith in these 3 words
as long as I still believe in these 3 words
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE
ya, that fella is fair. I show you proof
It is proven that I'm a quick learner. I can learn very fast. Sports, books, anythings.
but god is fair
he gave me this talent but took something else from me
he took away my determination
I lose my interest in things very fast
within few months perhaps
so actually I know alot of things
but jack of all trade
master of non
haha
a car with fast pickup
but low maximum speed
nah
time to reprogram myself
Live is to die..
how successful you are as a human doesn't judge by what did you do when you are living..
it is judge by what you leave when you left..
philosophy of life..
survive..
duplicate..
and..
die..
fascinating death
Mom says:
-You should get into relationship only after you have graduate from university.
-Love now is not true love, its just puppy love
-Getting a boyfriend/girlfriend now will affect your study.
Youth says:
-Mom is not always right
-Its my life, its my choice, I live it!!
-What's wrong with it? As long as I can manage.
-How you know it is puppy love? And how sure love after graduation is true love?
Quote from A j i Q:
mom not always right,
customer is always right.
dad is supplier,
mom is manufacturer.
and you is the product,
and ur bf/gf is the customer.
so, they are always right.
Based on a research done on youthsays.com
http://youthsays.com/answers/7454-should_students_get_into_relationship_getting_a_boyfriend_girlfriend
被寒风吹过的萧索
不知何时
已被遗忘在无人可及的角落
凝结成霜的雾水渐渐
露珠随着美妙的音符划过碧绿的生机
若缘是冬所蕴藏的秘密
那喜是否春的情绪
梅花绽放着桃红
竹枝傲现着的是翠绿
黄莺谱出清曲
与天蝉合奏
白云笑迎春风
不知不觉
春季的佳音已闻
祝大家新春快乐
妳的轮郭纵然依稀可见
但模样已在记忆中渐渐糢糊 如迷雾阻挡着视线
从脑海中消失的速度快得像妳奇迹般出现
爱像发烧般漫延
至每一个我存在的空间
想逃离却永远争不脱想念
妳站在我旁边
但感觉却很遥远
可能我早已疲倦
把妳藏在情绪的很后面
糢糊成灰 妳是我已忘怀的爱恋
心没变
或许是我们没缘
得不到上苍的可怜
还没能把手牵
夜半通电
相恋一天
已被命运分隔好远
想捉紧从前从前
从前却早说了再见
能把谁怨？
关于妳的回忆不再从演
飘散没留一丝相片
Mom says muz study hard
mom says muz concentrate in class
mom says muz finish my homeworks
mom says muz gt gd results
mom says muz gt scholarship
mom says muz eat healthily
mom says muz exercise regularly
mom says muz take care of myself
mom says muz be careful of strangers
mom says muz be polite to evryone
mom says muz be humble
mom says muz return calls
mom says muz save money
mom says muz respect ur parents
mom says muz involve more in charity works
mom says muz noe hw to drive
mom says dun rear a pet if u cnt even take care of urself
mom says dun think of getting a gf b4 grad
mom says dun involve too much in extra curiculum
mom says dun work b4 grad
mom says dun ever do biz b4 u hav enuf exp
mom says dun make baby b4 u noe hw 2 make money
mom says dun hold grudge to anyone
mom says dun take too much fast food
mom says dun take too much coffee
mom says dun smoke
mom says dun drink alcoholic drinks
mom says dun go clubbing
mom says dun play too much
mom says alot more...
teenagers nowadays tend to look down on mommy's boy
bt
i dun care
i juz wanna b 1
at least from now onwards
闭上双眸 随风起势
心若冰清 忘却凡尘
天塌不惊 愁绪皆解
步如行云流水
连棉不断 无穷无尽
身如挂衣之架
一触空空如也
实则虚之 虚则实之
色即是空 空即是色
真真假假 难以分辨
静字诀
乃太极真諦
身心灵之放松
细细聆听心的声音
与宇宙容合为一
太极生两仪
两仪生四像
四像生八卦
万物皆为太极
顺其自然
无谓强求
命里有时终须有
命里无时莫强求
命运如流水
人亦只能随遇而安
was always in fear
so i found myself some armors
protectin da weak n fragile heart
pretend to b strong
so tat noone cn harm me
hidin da vulnerable hole
tot tat noone will notice
last time
i was weak
now ive change
to a new born
stil an outcast
cos thrs no common man
sheddin my armor
n showin all da weakest part of my heart
im nt scare of admitin defeats
cos now im no more a weaklin
was in fear 4 18yrs
n now i found da hidden courage within
cos i knew
if thrs no fear
thrs no courage
learned to b humble
n appreciate wat ive
mayb its abit late
bt better late than nvr
time to change
time to fly
i noe my frenz will always support me
n gimme their love
haha
2009
a new me
a totally different me
一位知己，一个红颜，
数名深交，几位挚友，
除大业未成外，
原早已死而无憾
踏破铁鞋无觅处
顿觉生命如一株牡丹
含苞待放
蕴酿擦身世缘;
开花
綻放无限的色彩
万里飘香;
枯萎零谢
遗留的耐人寻味
毕生难忘;
吾一生早已完美
却悟觉恨晚
红尘
看穿却未看破
Found a new direction at last...restarted my game. i dun wanna b a gd leader nor a gd bf nor a gd speaker nor a gd marketer, i juz wanna b a gd fren. i juz wanna b thr whenever any of my frenz nid me to..i wanna share their happiness, listen to their stories, shed their tears, soothes their pain, cheer their days, n walk wif all of them thru out da period of my life. no matter hw long u noe me, mayb juz a day, an hr or a minute; no matter hw close we r, nvr talk b4,or even was 4gotten..nvm, u r my fren, my bez bez fren. treat me as a dustbin, anything tat u wanna throw in, juz throw. haha. i will always lend u all, my ears or even if u nid it, my shoulders. tats a promise tat i will nvr break in my entire life. if u nid someone 2 talk to, cn talk to me, my mouth is sealed. if u wan, cn add me in msn: moonsnipe@hotmail.com..if u r moody, n nid some place to relieve ur stress, cn always come to me. hehe. mission of my life: to b a gd fren, n see all of my frenz smile. their smiles r da most beautiful thing in tis world.
thrs no stranger in tis world, thrs only frenz tat i haven meet yet
sorie to all of my frenz tat ive annoyed 4 da way i speak. hmm...i realise tat mayb some of da ppl outside might nt lik da way i speak especially my frenz from taylors..hehe.nvm, its my fault. no worries....actually im abit emo now, bt ive promise myself nt to b..hmmm..kinda hard at times, tryin my bez to do it.on da way changing.....im metamorphoring.wait 4 me yea.love u all loads n loads.........
New year resolution
-nvr b emo
-nvr break a promise
-nvr sleep after 12am
-nvr keep hatred on anyone
-forgive n forget
-b thr when my frenz nid me, n wont b thr when thy dun nid me
-nvr giv up on things decided upon
-nvr feel sad
selling n courting is da same...in many ways.haha.in selling, we cnt sell anyone anything, we can juz offer them an opportunity to buy things from u...same lik courtin a gal. a man cnt choose a woman, he cn only offer da woman an opportunity to choose him..inevitable fact in a beautiful snetence
so far, i failed only 1 test..my f1 history monthly test.n 2day, ppl congratz me, i failed twice, i failed twice in my undang test.hahahaha..totally speechless....n now da place has closed, n i nid to wait till nxt tuesday to resit. 1 week wasted. nt only time, evrytime u resit, u nid 2 pay 27bucks to retake.reali wtf...
26首情歌，尽述心中情路
1.李圣杰-痴心绝对
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
2.侧田-好人
人人鼓励我 无人倾慕我
3.侧田-KONG
只想失恋也有名份
4.王力宏-妳不在
你低声说你有别人
怎样认真也不一定成真
5.王力宏-不要害怕
不要害怕 不要害怕
愛一個人其實並不複雜
6.王力宏-Forever love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 你會是所有 幸福的理由
7.王力宏-Kiss Goodbye
每一次和你分开 深深地被你打败
8.王力宏-流泪手心
当你将离别握在我手心
我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音
9.王力宏-唯一
BABY 妳就是我的唯一
10.周杰伦-安静
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
11.周杰伦-最长的电影
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
12.陈奕迅-当葡萄成熟时
苦恋几多次悉心栽种全力灌注
所得竟不如 别个後辈收成时
13.林峰-爱人与海
活在大海 想找救生索
船儿停泊不了你的海角
14.林峰-爱在记忆中找妳
无非想放下你
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
15.林峰-影子的爱情故事
我是谁卑微的影
从来未亲近 问怎么撇下
16.林峰-夏雪
到底 想玩把戏抑或逃避
17.林峰-爱不疚
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
18.林俊杰-害怕
我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
19.林俊杰-妳要的不是我
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
20.林俊杰-只对你说
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
21.林俊杰-原来
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡
22.吴克群-为妳写诗
為妳寫詩 為妳靜止
為妳做不可能的事
23.吴克群-残废
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
24.阿杜-他一定很爱妳
他一定很愛妳 也把我比下去
他一定很愛妳 比我會討好妳
不會像我這樣孩子氣 為難著妳
25.品冠-无可救药
你每次對著我笑 你的笑裡面有毒藥
可能你從來沒感覺到 最好你永遠感覺不到 愛上妳 越來越無可救藥
26.侧田-男人KTV
没有歌，怎敢说心事？
